because im your flowergirl.

2009-08-22T14:46:00.006+08:00

HAPPY RAMADHAN PEOPLE! MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS. (:

Like every other first day of Ramadhan,I wokap late and felt extremely sleepy. And I have no idea why I just can't afford to get out of bed. But amazingly I managed to push myself to toilet for shower.Lol.

I know sitting at home watching teevee would make me sleep,again.Therefore I decided to go out for a walk cause my sisters were already helping Mum with the cooking.I went few places in Jurong and while passing by an area,I bumped into Abang Dean & Alyssa,fetching Kak Lynn from work.Then a while later when I was fixing my annoying watch,which really need for a replacement,someone came "oy-ing" to me.And that was Abang Apit laa,who else.So handsome and wangi,going for his show which he said started at 5pm and he was out of house only at almost 530? And usually his fan out there would already be at the venue an hour before the show starts..kann? So I wonder how long they waited for his appearance eh.Lol.

Forget it.All these huhuhaha made the clock tick nearly 6pm. I thought I should go home before my sister nag for being missing in action for the few hours. Yeaah,my sister will nag first before Mum does. And it has always been like that.Haha.

Alright..Till Next Time,Toodles!

Oh! I didnt meet Bestfriend for so long.Kinda miss her though.Heh.
Okay byeee! (:

2009-08-16T18:06:00.002+08:00

That was today's gift.A little note from a little niece.Playing,running and yelling,just because she is happy.
Yes,she said she is happy with a no reason why.Adorable? I agree.Lol.

Tomorrow's another week,the 7th week I shall say.
And I have 4 days left,over at that little long exciting ward.

Till next entry,chao! (:

2009-08-15T19:15:00.006+08:00

And it is a Hooooraaaay! cause I somehow finally manage to upload pictures on my blog.Lol.
The blogger is really going annoying these days.
I had so many to share but again,it went useless at the wrong time.
So now i'll just do some updates laa okay. (:

27th July was Tabitha Nicole's Birthday!
Happy 20th Baby.
I just repost it cause the previous one wasnt nice.Lol.

Then on 30th July was Mohd Khalid.
Happy 21st Sweetheart.
Oh,his superman gift hasnt been delivered.After thousand hours long...sigh.

Then next was 2nd August.
Happy 25th Birthday to my 1st Sister.
And she is finally a mother to a son now.
May God always bless you sister. (:

Come to 4th August,a surprise party for Syulala.
Happy 19th year on earth babe!
Three years straight and I manage to be the friend who has been there on her birthday.
And everything was just awesome on that celebration. (:

Finally 6th August.
Two of my boys who has turn into men.
Basit,Happy 24th year living life &
Ali,Selamat Ulang Tahun ke 19.
I swear I love you both,even though we live so far apart and not meet often.
There's alot of good things which just make me smile when I think of you.
So how sweet do you think I am? Lol.

Now,for myself.I have been busy with work lately.I mean Mondays to Fridays only.Weekends,like what I did last week,a long weekend,was to spend it with family.My previous post says it all.Work has been pretty good cause like I said,I was looking forward to this week's posting.And come to think of it,3 more weeks left for attachment,then back to school meeting classmates! Hopefully the last semester in school would be good.And my studies grade,please improve and increase my GPA which dropped.Lol.

Alright for now,sleep tight. (:

2009-08-10T22:37:00.002+08:00

Saturday was a swim day.Saturday was a KFC day.
And Staurday was a day when Faliq,and old friend,came appearing by doorstep,
delivering food for dinner.

Then Yesterday was Singapore's 44th Birthday.
Yesterday was a day with sister and brother in mall.
And yesterday was an evening spent at Kak Lynn's place just for the sake of fun.

While today was another mall day.
Today was also a gathering of mothers,sisters,brothers and babies day.

These days,occupies my long weekend and turn it into a short one.
Cause tomorrow,I have to get back to work.
With the fact that I was looking forward for this coming week's work,I hope it will turn out pretty good.
So please,continue blessing me with the messages you people send me every single day.
It does lighten up my day even after an annoying time at work.

Till next time,chao! (:

2009-07-27T21:28:00.003+08:00

Monday is over! :D

And that was because Mondays have really been the tiring days,I swear.

Besides that,to Kak Lynn's place after shower.It was raining heavily therefore I decided to stay put.And hanging around with Abang Apit can never get better.I played around with niece,he was cooking.He eat,I watched teevee.I watched teevee,he watched teevee too.I covered my face with pillow to sleep,he said I was scared to watch the movie.He went to lala land,I watched teevee alone.That was because of his medicine side effect therefore I didn't have the heart to pillow fight him.Then I went to lala land awhile after he did and the teevee watched us.If the sofa could talk,it would have ask us to get lost cause we both landed on the same sofa.Till Raiyan had to be our alarm clock this evening,shouting his lungs out after the afternoon nap.Not a while later,Kak Lynn & Abang Dean got home from work.Prayed,and I headed for home and Abang Apit resume sleeping in his room.

Tomorrow Kak Lynn's coming over,if weather allows.And these little things which I looked forward to,have been things that gave me the encouragement to go for work and end it fast daily..Cause today,I thought that my passion for studies in nursing life went away.Like Fatin,I can't wait to end everything.So Please,bless me always.

May Peace Be Upon You. (:

2009-07-26T22:04:00.006+08:00

And Tabitha Nicole's is turning 20 soon! :D

Oh Hello Bunnies! 3 weeks of attachment ended and 25th July is over too.Yesterday's family gathering was awesome.But damn! It was tiring,really.Till I dose off for 2 hours in the middle of the function.Heh.Many came unexpectedly,especially those cousins who has gone,I don't know where all these while.Super surprised to see them and yeah,it was a nice feeling afterall.Lol.And just one thing I don't like is always on this kinda day,the time will go like rocket.Pretty annoying eh! Haha.I too managed to grab hold of a number of little brats.Very nakal.Very cute.Very annoyinhg too.And yeah,Kak Lynn & Abang Dean was the last to make a move,as usual.Pretty sweet. (:

Then come to today,Xabi was being handsome.While Torres was being pretty adorable.Heh.:D

While tomorrow,a morning shift for work.Then a need to Kak Lynn's place.

Besides that...
God Bless.Goodnight Bunnies. (:

Pictures of yesterday,
http://raifanakiid.multiply.com

2009-07-18T23:53:00.003+08:00

I went out yesterday after the seven days of home-stay.I bought two nursing watch yesterday for work.I met girlfriends yesterday for hair-do.And I stayed out yesterday till early morning for entertainment.

Maybe...once in a while of these doesn't kill laa ehh. (:

Oh! Also yesterday,I wore my Simple Plan t-shirt out,being ubeeeer slack.Haha!

Yeah.What I did yesterday was to meet girlfriends,had dinner then out for some night life after so long.Ice Age 3 3D show ended early,or maybe we were a little late therefore couldn't catch it.Had games at arcades and also few games of pool,which I think (I think laa) I am improving on my skills.Heh.Then last was to have super damn early breakfast.Lol.

Then got home,showered,and travelled to dream land.

Nothing much today.I only watched Abang Apit winning on teevee.Awesome laa ehh that Abang Body! Hah. So next on list is Monday,new work environment.Then Friday cause it is like... TGIF?! Theeeeeen,Saturday,family gathers! Weeeeeeehoooo! Excited uhh! Hehe.

Alright,Till Next Time,Chao! :D

Links for more pictures...
http://raifanakiid.multiply.com/

2009-07-16T14:15:00.002+08:00

Time is going on well.I'll be resuming work on the 20th July.Believe it or not,a ten days of break for some bunch of us due to the breakout.In fact,it make things drag on so long,cause the nine weeks of attachment will be extended,thus,it'll affect my future holidays for sure!Grrr! Annoying eh! But well,with that seven days of rotting at home,the 3 days have yet to come,I manage to help Mum and Sister with a little bit of housework.The least was,I helped.Heh.

Today I was woken up by Mr Handsome's text message.He's doing well in TTSH with the year ones.Then next was my Clinical Practice Lecturer who called.A while later another text message from another Lecturer from school.And at the end of it,I received a message from Singtel.Lol.Tak penting eh! (:

16th of July is here already.I am looking forward to 20th July.Then 25th July.Also 9 & 10 August.20th August for fasting season.Ehh? Urr..Early september,come soon please.I want to end attachment.After that,Raya! Wooohoooo! :D

Besides all the fast forward-ing of time,I need to have a shower now.Heh.Shuddup!

Oh! Did I mention...

6.5 days gone,0.5 day to go. (:

Chao!

2009-07-12T23:05:00.003+08:00

BirthDates.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY,2ND BROTHER! (:

My friendship with Bestfriend starts as early as Primary One,

which also means that I had this Brother as early as seven years old.

Till today,I've grown up to be more close to him,knowing him better.

I don't ask for much,

Just for him to start afresh,is enough.

I wish.

And yesterday was Daddy's,Bestfriend's Dad.

HAPPY BELATED DADDY! (:

I am not as close but I'll pray for you like how I pray for my own Dad.

Bless Me. (:

Summaries today,off course I didnt go anywhere.And I wokap real late also which result me in sleeping for more than twelve hours.Heh.I had KFC's meltz for lunch.I too,had my chocolate ice blend which Sister bought for me together with the KFC food.Then a little bit of help out with Mum's baking.Nonetheless,tomorrow is another day rotting at home.

Counting still...3 days down,4 more to go.

Goodnight.

2009-07-10T22:13:00.009+08:00

Every other day things will be different.

Either news or informations,it will just be one after another.

Till today,when one infected,tens affected.

Feel it?

Work started only on Monday,yet today,a Friday on the same week,work turned to a break for us.An afternoon shift today but was called not to attend work due to certain reasons.So back to bed,I went.

I am feeling a little bit dissapointed today.First was that,then second is this.Maybe because with what Nicole told me,I just felt dissapointed.I've never had a this kinda thing in life,yet today,I notice that I've known someone who is terribly annoying.Anyways,thank you Nicole.I appreciate the words you said.People never tend to appreciate what they're given,I guess.I just know that I do. (:

Besides all these,I miss Abang Apit.

I need to remind him things personally.

And I don't know when he's flying.

Wanted to find him this weekend but everything went wrong.

And that's when you say,we can't predict the future...
Agree? Lol.

1 day down,6 more to go.

Goodnight.

2009-07-05T16:12:00.003+08:00

Caller: "Hello! Urr..I'm calling from SCDF,Singapore Civil Defence Force."

Caller: "May I speak to Raifana please?"

Me: "Oh! Yes! Raifana Speaking."

Caller: "Hi Raifana,we're calling regarding some medic things,

can I have 5 mins of your time please?"

Me: "Ermm..can I know if you're calling from Ubi SCDF Headquaters?"

Caller: "EFA!!! Tengah buat ape? Heh."

And that was a midnight call I received from a SCDF headquaters.An example behaviour of my hometown boys! Veeeeery annoying! In the middle of the night,on night duty,doing nothing but to waste the headquater's phone bill.The least I could do was to play along with the act.Lol.Then a while later,it was Danny's phonecall.Indeed she was again having fun with Syu & Syed.And I appreciate every call of theirs even how annoying it is.

That was yesterday night after shower,getting home late night,from a day out with family.Went to so many places and I told Baby Izz that he went so many countries (inside joke eh).From home,to car,to checkpoint and then destinations...all we had with us was laughters.And that is what everyone is earning for,right?

Coming to today,I was woken up by Kak Lynn's text message,telling that she's on her way to my place.She did storeroom cleaning yesterday and decided to give Raiyan's unused old-look-new things to Baby Izz,in other words,passing down of things from cousin to cousin.So sweeeet! Heh.Like always,I had to go down when Abang Dean's car arrived at void deck,taking all the things up as they are heading for an invitation in the east side.Therefore I couldn't even spend time with the kids.Nyeeeeh! Then tomorrow,I'll be resuming with work at hospital.The worst annoying thing ever! Or maybe I should learn to love my job..Ehh? Lol.

Now,he was born in 1990 and he returned in 2009...

Late Heairil Zurhelmy,May God Bless You Always!

Rest In Peace.

2009-07-03T23:49:00.002+08:00

I still cannot upload pictures.And I really have no idea why.

Whatever it is,Class C didn't get to have dinner today cause of Mr Handsome who was being quarantine.Manilla,or maybe Phillippine wasn't one of the listed country and I have no idea why he was quarantined.Yet someone told me he went Tampines Mall the other day.Hmpf! Ridiculous person! Lol.Also,I am hoping for him to be always healthy! I know he misses us already.Heh.

Everything seems fine today besides feeling lethargic.Picked Alyssa from school early afternoon then headed home with her.We watched teevee till both dropped dead at sofa.Woken up by Abang Apit's touch & kisses as he was going out already.It has been a habit to do that before going out.Then the moment he said 'bye!' and locked the gate,we dropped dead again.It ended till Aunt got home and Alyssa was still sleeping.Raiyan woke up from his afternoon nap,had dinner and we played around before his shower.Kak Lynn called from work as usual asking about situation at home and reminded me to eat before going home.The whole afternoon,I only ate London Swiss Roll with Khairul.Bibik reminded me again to eat but I wasn't hungry though.Then Aunt talked about going to Jakarta,which sounded so niceeee! Tsk! Nevermind.Now I am looking forward to end attachment at IMH,then for 25th of July when family gathers at home.It'll be so much fun cause I have always love people coming over to my place.Hee.And! I hope Abang Apit and aunt will be back from Jakarta before the date in order to attend the gathering as said & promised.

Alright! Now,I shall head to bed.

Tomorrow starts as early as 9 in the morning.

It'll be a family day out just without 3rd sister around.

Sleep tight bunnies! (:

2009-07-01T18:35:00.005+08:00

A Wednesday and as usual went stadium for running.I had London Choco Roll for breakfast,and amazingly,sayur kangkong for lunch! Heh.Cool or what! Im eating vegieees! Okay then I also had peace doing my own things today without disturbance by anyone.Decided to walk home again when I saw a geek in Pink! Very Hot from far..walking with guitar,had geeky specs on while listening to Ipod.But not till the next moment I saw my aunt in front of me smiling widely,confirming that the geek in Pink was none other than the Abang Body (Abang Apit).Lol.Another annoying scenario eh! Chatted with aunt for a moment while she was waiting for him to be out from carpark with car.I went off before he came out from carpark therefore he shocked me with his loud horn,just to wave.Kinda annoying but pretty sweet of him.And I was being pathetic for not recognising my own cousin.Terrible!

Besides that,nothing much today.I wanted to upload a photo for this post but no idea why I couldn't.I had a haircut hours ago..and wanted to show my new hairstyle here on blog.But the net is being annoying so I could not upload any photos.It's okay,will try again some other time alright.Oh Gosh! I'm reminded. Tomorrow starts the nursing life again.For the next 9 weeks,I'll be a Missy again.God Bless! And one more thing! I don't know what's with the word 'annoying'. It sounds annoying too.Lol.

Till here,Chao! :D

2009-07-01T00:38:00.004+08:00

Home sweet home after a day spent out there.Had milk for breakfast.Then had a moment of workout with a no idea why I didn't have a full good mood today. I gave a dull face when Abang Apit was joking around with his daily annoying actions.Right after I ended everything,I dropped by his place,appearing at his gate and even before I greeted,he greeted me with... " takpe kak,saye taknak beli ape-ape yang kakak jual tu.. ". Get me? He was terribly annoying! I then missed my lunch,headed for harbourfront to meet Bestfriend and 2nd Brother. Had dinner together before meeting Abang Andy. It was already evening so we took a cab to Serangoon North as 2nd Brother wouldn't want to be late for his takraw game. Bestfriend didn't tag along cause she wanted to settle her things first before heading home. Met 3rd Brother also and off we went meeting the rest of the boys.

It was eight in the evening when one after one bike came for the takraw game.Like always,meeting them has never not make me laugh out loud.Mohd Khalid with his annoying face.3rd Brother with his "We Fight What You Fear" (fire-fighter) shirt,forever.Iskandar,my dragon,with his school stories.2nd Brother who didn't finish his food today,amazingly.Abang Andy with his new shoe.Abang Alep who was hurt even before 1 full game,with Khalid being the macam paham medic. Abang Rashidi who gives cute reasonable reasons when he's late.Saifullah,someone whom I have not met for so lonnng.And the rest for being talkative and making mischievious actions! And also the takraw ball for hitting me hardest at my foot! Thanks eh!

Early morning I felt moody,yet I am home feeling good all over again.

And I notice I don't have to be with girlfriends all the time to cheer me up.

Cause I know,sometime all I need are these brothers of mine.

Now Im Happy,You Should Be Happy Too.

Oh! Mark Bonafide's showcase this thursday...

Not decided on it yet.

But anyways,Happy Birthday Mark! :D

2009-06-29T23:00:00.003+08:00

Doing workouts has been my routine these holidays.And today,I begin my day with it again,just like every other weekdays of mine.But today's difference was,I woke up a bit late therefore everything started late too.

I used to think that doing everything alone was boring yet now I am doing everything by myself,going everywhere on my own.Day by day,the thought I had,disappeared cause despite being alone,I enjoyed every moment of it.I felt free to do whatever I wanted as though it is a carefree life.And very much,I am enjoying it now,I don't know about later.

Like always,I met Abang Apit without having to find him.Just that I got there earlier than he did today,and also I was praised for being hardworking.Only he knows why.Heh.A while later when we were busy with our workouts,someone new came into the picture,I mean,the environment.He's someone quite well known,urr,not really I shall say cause I just see him as a typical malay boy.Nothing much attractive,neither talent nor characteristic.Knowing how I would react when I see that boy's face,Abang Apit did something to embarrased me.And that boy reacted as though he was some hot thing on earth,giving a smile,or laughter,maybe,which doesnt sound like it.I can't be bothered and was just busy saving my little hand from Abang Apit's hard grip to pull me to him.Annoying! And due to the fun I had with him,we ended workout quite late today.

Back home and I remembered telling Mum days back that I'll be out today but in the end I felt lazy so me,mum,sisters & brother decided to visit a grandma of ours then we headed for late dinner at Lot 1.Mum randomly sang a song which she heard on tv while watching "Musang Berjangut" yesterday.Then not a while later in bus,it was 1st sister's turn to sing out loud like one crazy fella.And her husband can't do anything but to laugh and laugh and laugh at her annoying actions. When we alighted from the bus,it was mine and 3rd sister's turn to sing,but before that,we asked Mum how the song goes in order to imitate her.We walked home happily in fact,like thoe in storybooks of fairytales.

And I realised I had fun even though some people were being directly annoying,
like sister & Abang Apit.

Therefore I wish to enjoy every single day of mine,
with these people around me everyday.
They just make me feel good.

And I think at certain times,I need people to be around me.

To my late Grandma,May God Bless you Always.
Everyting happens for a reason.
Im sorry but,
I know it kills to live with the children you have.
That is why I'm wondering,what's next?

2009-06-28T21:38:00.002+08:00

A sunday,a family day.The night before had bestfriend's company as she started her first day of work in the west.2am it was as we ended surfing the net.Chitted chatted with a motive to sleep but we just couldn't shut our eyes and go to dream land.Therefore we ended sleeping when the clock ticked four times,telling that it is already 4 in the morning.

Rise & Shine the next morning! In fact,it was already noon.Had 2 hours of spring cleaning then shower and send bestfriend off as she has a netball game in the afternoon.As usually,cartoons not to be missed before eating late lunch-cum-early dinner.And being a lazy brat,I fell asleep while listening to musics.Not a while later woken up by Kak Lynn's message telling that she's at corridor.And the text message was a replacement for my not working bell.Annoying!

Lil Raiyan was being handsome with his polo tee while Lil Alyssa,was being pretty with her gown.Like every other sunday,they just got back from an invitation and dropped by,at the same time to visit Baby Izz.Teevee,dinner,prayers and last was shower before going home.Alyssa had my Cinderella perfumed sprayed on her as hers was at home,and she does that after every shower,to tell everyone that she's fresh and clean.Then she'll come to me,sniff & say.. " Auntie smelly! ". Hah! Sucha typical adorable kid.And school is resuming tomorrow,which means I have nomore friends to play around with.That is pathetic!

I hope the next Sunday would be as great as today,just before I begin working.
Maybe I should look for Abang Apit soon.
Yeaaah,that is it.
Sleep tight honeys. (:

2009-06-26T23:31:00.008+08:00

Yet another day woken up by the lil baby's cry.It is getting louder and louder day by day.Not annoying,but pretty adorable.And today's visit to market was postponed to tomorrow morning as Mum was unwell.So I can't sleep late today,Sister will whack me if I don't wekap tomorrow.If not,Mum will nag.It's a standard procedure for me. (:

Then today,Sister & I ate my huge packet of Ruffles which Brother bought for me yesterday,with mayonaise and bestfriend who slept over,was amazed with the way I eat which I have no idea why.Watched few dramas and films on teevee then had my morning shower at 330pm.I know,I know! Bad habit eh! But yes! That was before I headed down to Kak Lynn's place,for human hunt!

Indeed it was easy hunting,I found,errr..no,more appropriate is bumped,yes! I bumped into Abang Apit at lift when I myself didn't notice him.His voice just appeared out of nowhere.And there we go,headed up to house together! My arrival,I think was a disturbance to Ryan's afternoon nap,as he cried the moment I stepped in.And Abang Apit was irritating him by laughing at the lil boy,cause he has an infected lip which made him look weird and cries more. Poor kid.So I decided to play around to cheer him up,which I did! Sucha sweet auntie I am.I know,Heh.

Later in the evening,all adults were home from work.And like others,today's news was about Late MJ.Therefore Abang Dean,Abang Apit & I sat right in front of teevee for news,but just to get a very minimal info about it.Like I said to them,TV3 is always better than their E-NEWS! And I never failed to annoy people.Gees! Then then,it was late and I decided not to wait for Kak Lynn to get home cause she texted that she'll be home late.Satisfied having fun,reminded the brothers about my house event next month,I went home to catch my daily Indonesia drama,Cinta Fitri. (:

Almost half a day spend at their place with nothing to do but play around most of the time.Cause I know,when my work season begins,and the kids are back to school,I won't have the time for this again.So yeaaaa! That has been my day for today.Awesome like every other day! :D

And for Late MJ,The Star of Pop! May God Bless You Always! R.I.P

2009-06-25T23:42:00.002+08:00

I once wanted to blog about a day out with JR0804C,

to beach & mall,

but it kinda slipped off my mind.heh.

Well,I think facebook has done the job.

LOL. (:

Oh jyeaaah!

I went for Transformer with sister,brother & bestfriend.

It was awesome!

And and! I've got a Ice Age 3 bottle.Gees! (:

Besides that,I have been telling myself to sleep early,

which doesn't work that much.

Holiday is ending,shift working hours is coming.

It has been a habit to sleep for 12 hours everyday,

so when I start working,I won't be able to afford it.

Therefore,I need more than 12 hours of sleep now.

I mean,before work season begins.Haha!

Then tomorrow,first thing in the morning is to babysit.

A lil bit of teeve,after that to meet Abang Apit.

Or maybe i shall say,to find him.Haha!

Right after that,I don't know what to do.

Hang around with the kids maybe..? Heh.

Okay like I said,I must learn to sleep early.

Therefore,Sleep tight Lovelies! (:

2009-06-23T19:03:00.003+08:00

2009-06-23T18:04:00.006+08:00

Weeehoo!

Know what?I am supposed to read up my nursing handbook..

but I just felt as though I can't be bothered.

And I was told to sacrifice and work hard if I want success.

Seeing me now,full of laziness...tsk! Like no hope sehhh!

Nevermind,maybe I should listen to my cousin and believe in myself.

Ehhh?! Hahaha! Whatever laa Raifana! Lol.

Oh! Holidays is ending! Goshhh!

And today,I stayed home doing nothing besides watching teevee.

I did no workout,I played no sports.

I just went sweetalk,for a chocolate ice blend.Heh. :D

Tomorrow,I have an interview in school.

I am wishing it will go well,

cause I have no nursing knowledge in mind for now.Haha!

Hopefully some will drop by tomorrow.

Then Thursday,Transformerrrs!

Yeaaah,with sister & brother.

Brother wanted a morning movie..

which I aint sure of waking up early.Lol.

But! I won't miss it,for sureee! Hehe.

Friday,gym-ing & visiting Abang Apit a while.

Or maybe I shall say,a trip to my second home!

Ahaaaha!

Oh! One random thing..

I Love Kak Lynn & I bet she loves me too. :D

Next is Saturday and I have no idea cause I was invited for 2 events.

And I dont know which to go for cause if I were to go for both,

I definitely have to rush!

And that is a No No!

It's tiring! Yaaaaaiks! Heh.

Then when Sunday comes,it will be another set of week.

An ending week for holidays which is a Boooooo!

Therefore,I need to meet most possible friends I could.

So yeeeaaah,I'll see you when I see you mate.

Chao! (:

2009-06-20T22:57:00.002+08:00

It was an agreement at first.

Not till it became an arguement.

I need my sunshines to cheer me up now.

I hate this horrible feeling.

Will someone somehow get me away from this?

2009-06-19T23:23:00.003+08:00

Now I feel like summarising the week.

A friday today,and I can't be bothered with the coming weekends.

Know why? Cause I have no idea what I'll be doing!

My body is totally aching!!!! Lol.

Okay! Let's move on!

I can't remember what I did on Monday & Tuesday.

I know I went doing workouts on Wednesday,Thursday & Friday.

Yes! Amazingly,I could make it for 3 days straight.

And yes! I think I am having a second home soon,

because I have been to Kak Lynn's place for the past 3 days!

Accompanying the kids and also chitted chatted with Abang Apit.

That is how my time was spent this week.

Nothing could be better for now.

Ahahaaaha!

Oh! Did I mention?

Bestfriend met Abang Apit yesterday & today in fact.

He appeared before us,so yeaaa!

Shall say,bestfriend has luck on her for these 2 days.Ahaaa!

Nothing is exciting,

just that I didnt notice that my abang sedare looks quite hot.

Lol.Okay let's stop! :D

About tomorrow?

I think I'll just go with the flow of what's coming ahead.

Hehe.

And I guess that is all for now.

Sweet dreams Lovelies! Toodles! (:

2009-06-18T22:17:00.002+08:00

Haluuuuu! (:

This is bestfriend,Sid.

My time has been spent going around with her,

which I am,yes! I am..enjoying veeeeery much! :D

We went to catch a movie like I said in the previous post.

And then we went back to her place for a night.

Oh! Finally,I get to meet the hometown boys..

especially Mohd Khalid!

Me & bestfriend were gossiping about him,

just to know that he is somewhere near us.Lol.

So yeaaa,hanged around just a lil while with them before heading home.

And,no,they have not changed. (:

Then the next morning,we wokap early to be outta house.

And theeeeeen!

Had Mac's breakfast before heading for workout.

Like the day before,

bumped into Abang Apit again! ahaaaa. (:

Oh Oh!

I spot a abang body who kept looking at bestfriend!

And it was damn scaaaaaary!

Ahahaaaaaahahaaa! Sorry Bestfriend!

Who asked you to be so selenger?! (inside joke) :D

Next was this!

Nothing new ehhhh.Always forever these kids.

Brought bestfriend to their place,to know that Kak Lynn was on MC.

Spend a lil time there,in fact,quite sometime there..

while bestfriend had to rush for her interview.

I couldnt tag along cause I need to get some stuff for 1st sister.

Sorry Sid! Thanks for the bubbletea anyways! (:

After the playing around with these kids and watching Abang Apit cook..

Kak Lynn decided to go along wimme to Jurong Point.

So thereeee we go!

She teman me go get 1st sister stuff,

while I teman her to get her household stuff.

ahaahaha.

And this picture,they were sitting in the NTUC trolley!

I know,I was being random and took their picture in the mid of nowhere.

Lol. And that is it for today.

I shall go to bed now!

Tired,very tired.

Goodnight sweetpies! (:

* i miss hasmidah hamid! *

2009-06-17T13:54:00.002+08:00

Woke up real early today

headed for running with Shahlyshah.

Weather was playing round with the sun keep glaring on and off.

Then had some workouts cause I didnt had any for the last 1 month..?

The feeling was terrible at first,

and not able to stretch too much with a wound healing..

But yeaaah! We had fun and while having fun,

we saw Abang Apit with his friends.

Said hello! & byee! then I went back to Shah.

What a small neigbourhood in fact.Lol.

Now I am home,resting.

Soon I need to dress up to meet bestfriend for movie in the evening.

So yeaaah!

Till next time lovelieeees! (:

2009-06-14T00:04:00.003+08:00

Anyone feels like getting a present for me?

I wouldnt ask much...

only for the Bonafide Experience album.

That'll do.

Pleaseee uh! I want it badly! Lol.

Or maybe just a magic sketch book,

that allows me to draw things I want and make it real..?

Heh.Yeaaa.Pleaseeeee! Tsk!

Besides that,

Thank you classmates! (:

2009-06-11T19:26:00.005+08:00

Hello Wello! (:

Today,I have got three pictures and a video to share.

Yeaaa ok.Let's begin the story telling... (:

Welcoming of this little boy to earth for the first month!

He's known as Baby Izz,while his nenek (grandma) calls him Baby Eddie.

Lol.His full name?

Come visit him and ask him ok? Ahaaaa!

Oh also,he is good in giggling at people.So nauuughty!

And yesss! He is my nepheeeeew!

How blessed I am! Lol. :D

Alright, 2nd picture!

I had some free time today therefore i headed down to Abang Dean's place.

When I reached,Ryan was sleeping soundly.

Kak Lynn & Abang Dean was at work.

The 2 other older kids was busy cutting papers.

So I chatted with Abang Apit & Bibik,

not a while later Alyssa & Khairul,the 2 older kids,begin running around..

shouting and giggling till my tympanic membrane,heh,almost damage siaaa!

With the reason that i didn't drop by for a very lonnnng time..

Abang Apit said that the louuuuud shout,was meant for me,

because Alyssa was sooooo excited.ahaaa!

But seriously,the shoutings were terrible.

You know a kid's shout when we try to frightened them,to make them run away..

yaaaa,that shout.Gosssssh! Lol.

And till Ryan woke up from "not even half hour" sleep.Pooooor boy.

He was giving us the ''a kid wake up sleep" attitude..

Not a while later,he sticks with me for story telling and photoshoot.

I tried to understand him but too bad,I didnt learn German.

Bibik said it was Japanese.ahaaa!

Cuteee laa the 2 year old boy!

Afterall,they made my day! (:

NOW!
It is finally timefor me to show off!<br>

I know it is outdated,I don't mind that.

The main point is,have you got your name there?

Ahahahaaaa!

So to people who said I'm ketinggalan,loook!

Time doesn't matter much,but the product that you produce does.

Lol.I lost nothing okayeee! Heh.

Thanks to Abang Body! (:

Anyways,I have this autograph only,you guys won still.

Nyeaaaaah! =.=

Okay laaaaast.Real last one.

Before you get away from my blog,see my two year old boy! (:

comeeeeel sgt! :D

2009-06-10T00:56:00.003+08:00

Moody the moment I got home with a no idea why.My distracted mind made me missed prisonbreak today.So I went online to search for certain humans but failed to be found.Then carried on with the class list updates.The least was,I have classmates who bothers to give me replies as ordered,ASAP,very cooperative.Thank you so much lovelies.
Next was to lay down staring at ceiling with unwell stomach.Decided to watch videos just when Rugby Boy appeared.
So automatically,a smile was seen on my face.
Chitted chatted,also with Fatin & Nicole whom made me laughed by sending this link;

http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3D031N31B4EvM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GOnoz-f43RI

So cuteeee! ahaaa.
And oh yeaaaa! I shall sleep in tomorrow.
I really need that.Lol.

Till next time,byeeee! (:

2009-06-06T22:17:00.004+08:00

Now what?

I hardly get this feeling.

And things are already telling me that it is not gonna work.

The first was a trip and I fell.

Next was I failed to get back on my feets.

I tried once,I failed.I tried again,I did not succeed.

And finally I did...

Just when things tell me to stop progressing,

pushing me back to the falling scenario.

Yet the whole thing was,I never understood it.

So for once,let me feel it,please?

I need it just like every other human does.

I need to dream now.

2009-06-04T23:35:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated 19th Birthday,Hasmidah Hamid! (:

I know it is late,very late.

I was relieved the moment i received your message.

Therefore,thanks alot hunny bunny! (:

And today is already 4th June,mid of 2009.

I just ended my 1.2 attachment like weeks ago,

and next month I'm back with it again.

Staright to the point,school time was freaaakig short!

It ended when things was about to start.

Next four months back to school,by then fasting month will be over,Raya too.

Then 2 months later,it will be ending of 2009..

right? see how time flieees!

Okay whatever it is..I cried just now.

The reason was..PrisonBreak! :D

I got emotionally disturbed just because Mahone lost his child.

And yes I know,I am random! Heh.

Alright,Sleep tight for now. (:

Oh!

I shall communicate less with you,in case...

2009-05-22T18:59:00.003+08:00

IRRGGGH!

I hate this feeling,so mixed up!

And I think, I like a Rugby Boy. (:
Heh.

Update again soon k!

2009-05-21T17:45:00.005+08:00

So many happened for 2 weeks.

And I dont feel anything cause it is all mixed up.

School was pretty fine.

Just a week left to get through.

It is ending when i just started enjoying life in school.

No doubt,it is always like that.hmph!

Wound is healing,hopefully.

Life? Aiya! Like no life uh since school started.

In fact,school life is the only fun thing now.

Let's get down to the school life pictures! (:

ITECE on Project Silence.

1st Group Shot!

We were approached to come for photoshoot.

And it is regarding Aids.

And of all hundreds nurses,only these 6 would make time for photoshoot.

Hahaha! (:

ITECE on Project Silence.
2nd Group Shot!

Sports Management & Nursing.
Very nice,I like. (:

ITECE on Project Silence.

3rd Group Shot!

Then on a Sunday,the Aids event was held @ SMU...

Late Dinner with Girlfriends! (:

KFC! (:

I have no idea where this was.heh.

Just when event ended.

Students of ITECE.

And these,

Time spend in school with school work.

That's all.

God Bless Peopleee! (:

2009-05-13T22:36:00.003+08:00

I can't wait to fall in love..with you..

Alright.That is the lyric for today.
Go find out yourself which song it belongs to.hah!

Today! Wooohooo! School was never boring.
Especially the photo taking of like a hundred students from ITECE ..
in an AIDS event,participated by only four schoolmates representing the school.
And fortunately,the six of us from nursing were there to help.
Yeaaa i know,only six of all the hundreds nurses we've got.
Cause only students like me & friends would sacrifice study time for photoshoot.haha!

Also,I can't stop laughing to Fatin who fell ona boy while photoshooting.

ahahahaa! the boy soooo kesiaaan! haha!
And these two days have been a heaven day for Fatin eh!

Killing two birds with one stone.Bang bang betol!
Nehmind.Next week will be mine i guess.hehe..

Oh! Besides school,I visited sister today.
And was so excited upon seeing the baby.aha!
So geraaaam! But nehmind,they coming home tomorrow.So nicee! (:
And now I think I got to sleep.
Oh! I didnt revise today eh! Tsk! Spoilt student!
Okays,Sweet Dreaaam Babies! (:

2009-05-10T19:52:00.003+08:00

Haluuuuu!

Okay,first thing first.

Happy 19th Birthday Syed Nasrullah & Eddie Affendy!

May God Bless You Both Always! (:

Well,i just ended another 5 hours of study.

Which also means I completed most the topics.

eheee.oh! I am left with reading my Handbook!

yeaaa,that is about it for tomorrow's test. (:

Next!

I somehow miss Danny Syulala & Suzie.

Danny call yesterday but it was random.

Just because of Syed Albar,tak penting eh! ahaha!

Knowing Danny's and Syed Albar's behaviour,

they must be having super much fun,

with Syulala being the laughing machine.

ahahaha! okay whatever!

I need to meet them up reaaaal soon eh!

Now,I want to resume watching Charlie & The Chocolate Factory.

hehe.Goodnight Dearest! (:

Oh Oh!

Selamat Hari Ibu Kepada Semua Ibu-Ibu! :D

2009-05-02T22:03:00.003+08:00

i am sick.i am tired.i am sleepy.i am in pain.

i am beginning to fail in studies..

choy! touchwood eh!

i want to end it here,please?
okay that is all.

oh.
you,i want.

2009-04-19T21:11:00.003+08:00

This girl here is Daneen Dhakirah,bestfriend's niece.

She is turning 2 years old tomorrow,if I am not wrong..2nd year on earth.

And a week back,she just threatened an 18 years old girl.

How fierce do you think she is?Lol.

HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY,SWEETPIE! (:

Apart from that,school has never been not tiring.Struggling for Phase Test which is on next Saturday.Class test on the 3rd week.What else? Oh! 1 week gone! And I want time to go like a... rocket! can? Heh.

Yesterday was also a school day.Then in the afternoon,went following Mohd to wash his bike with his friend.So kecoh due to the exchanging of the pipes.Lol.Then late evening went out of country,followed Mohd to get his original pipe for his bike just to bump into AkmalHakim,another boy who was upgrading his bike there too.Sucha a small world i can say.And all these took my whole day which result me getting to sleep as soon as I was home.Lol.Heh.

I was too tired to get out of house so I stayed home doing homework and watching teevee all day long.Haha! Nice try on revising but it didnt work.Hehehe.

GoodNight! (:

2009-04-13T20:33:00.002+08:00

And this is what JR0804C was blessed with.

Sucha fucking tight schedule to begin with in Year 2.

And today I caught flu due to school's suffocating environment.Lol.

Now,fever dropped by and temperature rising.

It is all taking place when school term starts.

That's what it is called School Sick.ahah!

May God Bless,Raifana! (:

2009-04-10T22:27:00.002+08:00

Today was just another weekend,despite the holiday.Saturday it is again tomorrow.Then Sunday which is also the end of holidays.I have yet to buy a legal shoe for school which i think i should not bother much on it.Bunning up hair?Or shall i just cut it short?Nyeeeh.Decide later later laaa.What else?Oh! And I am certainly not prepared for the new schedule or maybe timetable i shall say.Lol.

Back to Today,I wokap just to see sister and boyfriend concentrating on playing their PlayStationPortable.In fact,now they are still doing it.Then after morning bath,sister's boyfriend asked along to wash his bike and a little bit of practical lesson in the carpark.haha! Despite the heavy rain,I was still perspiring like after running 2.4km.Lol.Went out for a moment cause Mum wanted to have ice cream and I,got Kindeeeer Bueeeeno! Best uhh! Also,the old Ferrero Tronky i loved during primary school days.Woaaah! Very long till i found it back again.Oh no.Brother found it actually.Haha.Bought banana (cause my house never runs out of bananas,HAHAHA!)and headed back home.

Now Sms-ing with Bestie since idk what time in the day cause she was bored.And soon,I got to sleep cause tagging along with 1st sister for checkup tomorrow.Sooooo early morning somemore.Sooooo berat to wekap.heh.Alright.Sweet dreams Friends! :D

Random Note; I think my mood is swinging.Lol.

2009-04-08T23:19:00.008+08:00

Your Call - Secondhand Serenade

Waiting for your call,I'm sick,call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car,do you remember
Butterfly,Early summer
It's playing on repeat,just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet.

Cause I was born to tell you I love you.

And I am torn to do what I have to,to make you mine

Stay with me tonight.

Stripped and polished,I am new,I am fresh

I am feeling so ambitious,you and me,flesh to flesh

Cause every breathe that you will take

when you are sitting next to me

will bring life into my deepest hopes,What's your fantasy?

(what's your..what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you

And I am torn to do what I have to,to make you mine

Stay with me tonight.

And I'm tired of being all alone,

and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home.

(x4)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you

And I am torn to do what I have to

Cause I was born to tell you I love you

And I am torn to do what I have to,to make you mine

Stay with me tonight.

2009-04-07T22:26:00.004+08:00

BREAKDOWN.BREAKDOWN.BREAKDOWN!

Today was worst.

2009-04-06T22:44:00.002+08:00

My weekdays are beginning to end very fast.I am left with four more weekdays and two days of weekend.My timetable is only till 12th of April.When school reopens,I don't know how I will divide time.I am sure I will be rushing as if I am working.In fact,I tend to be too worried for the beginning of the seven weeks of marathon.And I really really really got to struggle for a better results this time round. (:

Today's updates;
I saw many many people I knew.People from the North side make way to West side for riding license.Arul,Alep's matrep friend,Lol,had actually knocked my shoulder yet he didn't realise and just walked off.Besides him,few more boys which i don't see a need to mention their name in my blog,tak penting! heh. On the other note,I almost got knocked down by a bike today while being a pedestrian who was pushing a bike.Then I became a pillion since I gave them a blur face which means i don't get what they are trying to teach.I also sesat today and went to the wrong way & place. I too got mosquitoe bites while waiting for 2nd sister which is terribly annoying (the mosquitoes laa).What else? Ahhhh! And Mum asked me to accompany her to market tomorrow which means I got to wake up early early early morning for good products.HAHA! (mum taught me that).Lol.

So yeaaaah! May God always bless Me! (:

2009-04-05T23:30:00.004+08:00

Obviously,a day spent with Danny & Bestfriend also,not in the pictures,Syulala & Syed.Weather was on the bad side so we had to meet hours later and it appears to be almost evening already.Headed for Pastamania for early dinner.Then a while later,Syed joined.Syulala & Danny battled (scissors,paper,stone) and Syulala won so we went for a game of pool - if Danny won,we were to visit Suzie.Again,my fingers were never perfect for a pool stick so i became a spectator after playing not even a one full round.But being a spectator was worth it,getting to be entertained by Danny's & Syed's actions. My stomach fats can turn to muscles for laughing too much. haha! (good if it is for real kan). I would want a day out like this again,with three best buddies around adding Syed to it whom was hired by Danny for the day.Lol.And yeaaaa! I want to curik Syed's vespa laaa.Like,cool or whaaaat! heh. Okay,i'll upload more pictures if i have it.For now,that is all.I love today.I love Danny.I love Bestfriend.I love Syu.And I like Syed.

Apart from that,I was so confident texting Mohd Khalid that my house area was on a bad weather so he had to ride carefully when booking in today.And he replied...
" Book in tomorrow laa Fa.Thank you. (: "
I was smiling to myself at orchard just now cause i can't be laughing out loud.haha! malu!
Then this text conversation...

him : Efa,gimme your lucky number..
me : huh? what for? why?
him : cause you are my lucky star!
me : haha! if I am your lucky star,I give you 4 numbers,go buy 4D uhh.
him : eh! good idea.can uh.haha!

How random he can be right? I kept smiling when i read messages received from him.

Very funny! Very weird.haha! And that is way I love him.Lol.

Oh Oh! Another thing.I saw Irfyan today!
A schoolmate whom i asked chocolate from.hoohoo!

Okay time to sleep.Byeee! :D

2009-04-04T22:35:00.003+08:00

I woke up with a plan to attend a friend's wedding.
Then i felt sick,so I cancelled what I planned.
And then I thought i should go.
But then i have no idea what to wear.
So then I made up mind and I did not go.
Which result me staying home till evening...

Headed to old Jurong West for late dinner.
Then Mohd Khalid texted.
Randomly,he said that he got the post as firefighter.
And he does not like it,instead,he wants to be a driver.
Which also means he need to stay in camp for another 3 months.
And he feel as if he is spending 100 years in there.Lol.
He then said he is coming over on Thursday when he book out..
So i will just wait and see for that to happen eh.
Cause it will be like miracle you know.ahah! (:

Then while on my way home,i saw a group of malay teenagers.
For certain reasons,i see them as Dumb & Dumber! Lol.

Got back home with full stomach and sleepy eyes.
Had a shower and now I am fresh!
Ending my post,I want to go and chat now.
Therefore,Goodnight to everyone. (:

2009-04-03T22:32:00.004+08:00

Yet another Friday it is today. Second week of school holiday is ending. I have yet to spend time having fun what more to revise modules. And when school re-open,it won't be my 1st year and 1st day in school where I can play around anymore. It will be the starting of my next 7 weeks of marathon,again. Lol.

Yesterday was a day of room cleaning for me. Today,it was Mum's turn with a little bit of my help when she actually helped me alot the day before. Heh. No choice cause i got to go for lesson today. And amazingly today also,I bumped into one of my hometown boys,Omar,just to know that he still doesn't know who Raifana is when i called him on phone.Pathetic betol! But,on the other note,he left me with a smile. (:

Then next was i saw a group of young "bikers" who were cycling on the pathway,approaching a pedestrian crossing. One of them actually had an initiative to raise up his hand even before he reaches the pedestrian crossing. And that was because he wanted the driver to allow him and his friends to cross safely first which tend to make the boy left me with another smile for the day. (:

I felt as though with these little things,my day would be completed. Just getting to bump into someone I didn't meet for long made me feel happy,even if it was just a moment of it. Just to have seen a boy's action tend to make me feel touched. These little things are those which make me alive,made me come back with smiles after being uhappy. In fact,the world out there has so much for everyone. It gave people the confidence of living life. But all these depend on individual the way they see it. For me,just getting to see the environment in this teeny weeny country has given me more meanings to life.

And yes! I admit being a random girl who post random entries randomly. :D

Goodnight. (:

2009-04-02T23:06:00.004+08:00

I am likely missing my secondary classmates.I went logging into friendster a moment ago...and i went visiting some of these kambings profile which made me laughed.That was because I saw pictures of our cute little time back then.haha! Lol.Coming to the point,I would want a life back then having those irritating annoying disgusting friends as classmates.I would want the environment I had in a class sitting beside NorSyuhailah,who loves sleeping during English & Geography lesson.Also,i would love hearing the funny funny unlogic jokes made by them,randomly. So i guess it is time to find these people and meet them up real soon! Even having to know that each of them is busy with school,i think i need to drag them away for studies just a little while.hehehehhh!

Apart from that,i dreamt you.You were in need of much help when i don't even bother to look back and gave you a hand.In reality,we are not able to neither meet nor even contact each other. You somehow made your way and found me online but I refused to acknowledge you,I am really sorry for that.We grew up together to a certain age when crisis came between families therefore we were brought futher apart.I told Mum about dreaming of you and she went feeling worried yet there is nothing to be done.I would love to get back and grow up together again.I would love to at least contact you and know how you are doing.Having to know the situation,we both could not make a step forward.Therefore whatever situation you are in now,always never think of giving up.Like i have said,when life gives you a hundred reasons to cry,show life that you have got a hundred reasons to smile.Trust me,if not,believe in God.Every problem comes with a solution.Life isn't about worrying,in fact,it is more than that.May God bless you and whatever has and will happen,you are still the best one i had since i was a day old.

And day by day,Life gets more meaningful for me.

2009-04-01T22:57:00.005+08:00

Like every other year,i was being fooled again today,first day of the fourth month.And people who love fooling me is none other than my hometown boys and this year additional was Atikah who made me real worried about her.In fact,i can't be bothered about a day fooling people around cause i fool others almost everyday.So maybe,this day is the only day whereby others get to fool me time and again cause i don't fool others on every first of April.

On the other note,i thought of few human beings today who gave me a past.And that kept me smiling for hours like one insane girl.So,how sweet & nice can my past be?haha! Actually,straight to the point,i miss spending time with these human beings whom gave me the unforgetable past. If i have super powers,i would bring them back to me,now,at this moment,by just closing my eyes and snapping my fingers.That will do.Lol. (:

I thought of so many things to blog about just now but now i am blank.I am making my post more & more draggy which means i have got to stop.

Oh Oh! last one,random one.
I miss Home United!!!!!
heh! Totally out of point ehh.Nevermind.It is somehow related to my previous post though.haha!Till tomorrow,sleep tight lovelieeees! :D

2009-03-31T22:35:00.002+08:00

and today,i thought i should go a stadium soon.

i am in need of attending a soccer match.

i am in need of getting back my lifeeee!

and i miss a number of soccer players also.heh!

c'mon kickers! appear soon pleaseeee..!

sweeet dreaaams! :D

2009-03-30T23:48:00.002+08:00

aku lagi sedih banget.

aku kangen sama teman aku,Amir.

pokonya aku nngak suka dehh dengan namanya National Service.

bwad teman aku capek aja.

lagian,kurang dehh waktunya untuk sms aku.

brangsek! hah!

yaaaa udahh,lagi capek nihh.

Selamat Malem!

I swear i miss boyfrieeeend!

2009-03-29T21:29:00.005+08:00

first thing first.
HAAAAAAPY BELATED BIRTHDAY,
KAK LYNN! :D
i didnt wish her yesterday,a slipped of mind.
haha! a yeaaaar oldeeeeer! lol. (inside joke)

29th March 2009.Family gathers today,celebrating uncle's birthday.It started at 12pm but I went down at 3pm.Venue was at a hall beside my block.I waited for familiar cars to be seen at carpark before joining the party.There was a live band,family band and it was nice.Cute creaaaamy cake,not nice.Awesome time spent with those small brats.Amazinnnng!Due to that,I almost lost my phone.Just to know that a boy took it away just to scare me.Kambeng!And oh! I realise now that I have handsome cousins!hahaha.And some are growing up to be a hawtsex!Woaaaah!Veeeeery hawt.Lol.

Besides that,a conversation with one of my abang sedare..
him: Fa,what function is this actually?
me: kenduri arwah laaa!
him: you mean i missed the prayers part?
me: *laughed & walked off! *

So selengeeer! Kenduri arwah with cake cutting?hahahaaha! Dengar laa kate kate Raifana.Lol. Then I went up house with motive of sleeping cause I terribly felt sleepy..got up house,I watched teevee.Hmpf!Now I am sleepy again but cousin is coming over in a while.nyeeeeeh! Then for tomorrow,I have another practical.Bestfriend is coming,again to sleep over.

A yeay! for that. (:

Tuesday we are going out of country for sight seeing.With some of my cousins tagging along.And I am all excited about it. Weeehooo! (:

So i guess,that is all for this post,
GoodNight chickieeees! :D
Byeeee Byeee! :D

2009-03-28T22:29:00.004+08:00

taaaaadaaaaa!

updates! updates! heh. :D

wednesday was a school day,had lecture from 1-3pm.
i came 2/3 minutes late just to see a class of 3 students.
not until half an hour later,the class get almost...almost full.

swimming was cancel.
headed for shopping at Bugis when Atikah was the one with motive,
but ended up Nicole & Eera doing the shopping.
had lunch at Pastamania,where Nicole & I still look like students.
haha! (inside joke)

Bestfriend tagged along too.

after too much waking,we decided to rest at...at..

err,ParkView Square ehh?

whatever laa.many many sins made.

then it was time to be home!

and now,pictures timeeee! :D

@ Pastamania.

like betty ugly..really. (:

@ ParkView.
sweeeeeeetest smile,kannn?! (:

@ Parkview.
Muneera,Sid,Atikah,Raifana & Nicole.

that was 25th March eh.

26th March,had practical and i forgot what i did after that.
oh.bestfriend was at home with me.
yeaaaah.hah! (:

then on Friday,March 27th...
rounadabout with bestfriend in Jurong. (:
had our bubbletea @ shopping mall 1,walked from home.
then walked again to shopping mall 2.
1st sister & brother call to meet for lunch.
had Swensens.
then 1st sister & brother went home,we continued our tour.
in the evening,wanted to go home when both had the craving for ice creams.
so,went back to the same Swensens outlet for dessert.
bestfriend's treat! heh.
she really loves it!

Macadamia & Nutty Mighty!

and home was the next stop.
and that was from 1330 - 1930 hours of roundabout. (:

spending time with bestfriend was the best!
oh.that was because she stayed over for 3 days.
and i wished she could stay forever.heh!

ah!

this one random.

the sunset was pretty but not really clear here.

picture taken from Raifana's room's window. :D

on the other note,for Danny;

Danny! my bestfriend wants to go out with you!

LOL.

alright!
that's all for today bunnieees!
GoodNight.

2009-03-23T16:22:00.002+08:00

when life gives you hundred reasons to cry,

show life that you have hundred reasons to smile.

i did not meet bestfriend cause Mum was left home alone.

so wednesday will be the next one.

and tomorrow i have my practical which was brought forward.

then Friday will be accompanying 1st sister for check-up with Mum.

then Saturday..okay wait..

i have something on mind for Saturday but kinda forgot.heh.

forward to Sunday,family is gathering! (:

now i need to have a shower.

2nd sister injured her foot yesterday so i need to get her some medications.

while 3rd sister is gonna do the wound dressing..

haha! which means 2nd sister is gonna suffer!

Lol.

Got To Go! See you around bunnies! :D

2009-03-22T21:26:00.003+08:00

oh! and i forgot!

i have a friend who asked me to add her name in my post.

her skin is as thick as a sheep.

and that is why i call her Muneera,

the BubuFlyKambing! :D

and i told her that we couldnt judge someone especially

knowing them in just a short moment.

so i taught her a malay phrase,

which in the end,she was the one who taught me back.

cause i tend to put the phrase in wrong words.

haha! i know,merepek!

and Muneera,dont be mentel ok!

Lol. :D

2009-03-22T20:51:00.002+08:00

i think i have to stop being so careless.

previously was Izzul Hamizan,today,Mr Hawtstuff.

one day,if this continues,i might just let out secrets to anyone.

any lucky one.

cause i tend to love sending wrong message to the wrong person.

Lol. =.=

i felt quater dead today.

i did not have any intake only till dinner time.

my throat felt like being slitted.

i thought i tasted blood,just to imagine an infected throat.

and my cough sounded as if i am lack of H2O.

nyeeeeh!

now i am just wishing for a wishing star.

to wish for a particular girl's life to be better & blessed.

cause i thought that she wished too much for others,

to the extend that she had forgotten to wish for herself.

and if i could,i would want to send her an angel..

to protect and give her the dream life she wanted.

i wished too much.

i should start on my schedule now.

tomorrow is a start of a weekday for a brand new week.

will be out with bestfriend.

then on wednesday,lecture from 1-3pm.

if God's willing,swimming shall be the plan.

then to Thursday,practical awaiting.

after these days,i aint sure where i'd go.

and i guess,i shall stop here for tonight.

Goodnight Babies. (:

2009-03-21T22:33:00.003+08:00

it is coming to the fourth week,
and i am still suffering like one sick kid.
these antibiotics and syrup are just getting me nowhere!

i now have a task to achieve.
i cant delay it anymore.
so yeaaaah,i have my holidays to achieve it.
i am giving myself a few months...
and i hope,may God bless me! (:

i want to go for a swim.
i want to have ice cream with Danny,
at the building beside NAFA's.
i found the policeman watch,but i dont have money.
i feel like robbing someone rich,can i?
i want to have more clothes.
i want new school stuff,like bag,shoe,pencil case...
i want to spend time wisely.

and now,i want to sleep.

Goodnight! :D

2009-03-19T21:21:00.002+08:00

Staying home all day was what i did for the past 2 days.

and i have been sleeping all day long,

due to my medicine.

like once i took it,i'll be in lalaland the next moment.haha.

tomorrow is the last day of my CR week and for sure i am attending it.

then after 12pm is when my holiday season starts!

hehehe.i want to meet budddieeees! (:

okaye now it is time for ironing my uniform.

then medicine time again and back to lalaland again till next morning.

Lol.Goodnight Friends. (:

and oh!

i think i miss you.heh.

2009-03-18T19:56:00.002+08:00

day out with bestfriend the previous Saturday.

had lunch with 1st brother,as per normal,his treat.

dropped by at IT show @ suntec.

then window shop,while brother no choice but to wait and play his psp.

finally,he had to go and we went for more window shop.

no money mahhh! haha.

at the end of the day,my coughing starts and couldnt make it home,

so halfway thru,went back to hometown,bestfriend's home.

we didnt go home straight.

wishing that another bestfriend,An'Nadya,could turn up.

but she was sleeping soundly.haha.

still,the two of us got so many things to talk about.

LOL. :D

the next morning,Sunday.

this little girl woke everyone up with her mischievious behaviour.

very noisy and getting very clever.

one year old and she could say out her alphabets from A-Z.

that's Daneen Dhakirah for your info. (:

also,i managed to revise my theories without notes/book.

i also did some teaching to bestfriend,on lung infection.

she went like..ahhhh! like mcm paham.

haha.and i think i should do this when im out.

the least was,i studied.heh!

then today,i didnt attend school.

i had a terrible cough last night which causes chest pain.

so took MC and had to go for an X-RAY.

now,i have to take medication regularly,in order not to fall sick again.

cause i somehow miss 8 hours of lesson today!

which is really really really terrible.

GoodNight! (:

2009-03-18T18:57:00.003+08:00

trip to Philippines on 1st week of March 2009.

fifteen student nurses were sent to Quezon City,Philippines.
and that was to achieve our objectives.
we managed to observe the differences of health centers.
i managed to learn more courtesy too.heh!
and the days spent was very worthwhile.
till i wouldnt want to go back home to Singapore! haha!

our first visit on the 1st day was to an orphanage home.
those toddlers & infants just touched my hearts.
one thing i notice about them was Philippines kids have got big eyes ehh! hehe.
next was some tour around the city and then check in to hotel.

2nd day was uniform day,whereby we go everywhere in our nurses' uniforms.
pathetic but cool!
managed to visit few health centers & hospitals.
had lunch at a Kabab Restaurant,intorduce by my next-of-kin,Mr Handsome.
achieved our objectives for the day and went back to hotel for rest.
and again,went out for shopping! (:

3rd day went to a village,Tagaytay City.

visited a volcano,but couldnt go near.
so we went up the high high mountain/hill.
and the view was like,waaaaahhhh! heh.
the again,we go jalan jalan,as if we're in orchard rd.haha.

there's plenty more to talk about but i am lazy.
the next day and so on..
it is gonna be very long,thats why i am lazy.
and these are the 0.5 of 100 pictures taken.hah!

ehh! who lives in the pineapple at the top of the hill? :D

men there somehow do urination in a pink cubicle,
along the roadside.hawt ehh?!

Raifana,Baya,Kak Yasmin (Mr Handsome's Wife) & Haziqah!

best ladies when it come to shopping! (:

my only next-of-kin in Philippines.

Didi,Uncle Draden & Mr Handsome! (:

and yeaaaaah!

student nurses babeeeeh! (:

back to Singaporeee!

for more pictures...
http://www.raifanakiid.multiply.com

Tash All Folks!

2009-03-17T17:50:00.002+08:00

i miss my friend.

i miss this particular friend.

i miss debating with my friend.

i miss teaching my friend proper english.

i miss watching my friend kick.

i miss following my friend to trainings.

i miss going for my friend's match.

i miss receiving random messages from my friend.

i miss my friend's complains.

i miss this friend very much.

i want this friend back.

the old friend i used to own all by myself,

can i?

it is the time i gave you took.

2009-03-16T19:25:00.003+08:00

the first thing to update about.

i know,it is a bit late but i think it is still okay to celebrate.

haha! and yeaaaaah!

Liverpool lahhh sehhhh! :D

4 - 1 laaaa sehhh! (:

okay enough.as long as i am happy.hehe.

and for Man-u fans,see!

Livepool aint as fool you know.haha!

but still,youre at the top of the table.well...

okay next up!
somehow my feelings got cheated today.
in fact,the whole of my classmates did.
when everyone thought it was our practical exam today..
and it appears that it will be only tomorrow.nyeaaaah!
slenger classmates i've got!
and slenger classmate my classmates have got! heh! :D

besides that,i did went out with Bestie on saturday,
and got home only on sunday.
i'll update soon.ahh..i'll update everything soon laa okay.
including my philippine trip too.hah!
for now,tash all folks!
Good Night Lovelieeees! (:

and ooohhh!

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY,

SYED ALBAR! :D

2009-03-13T22:22:00.002+08:00

last weekday of the week it is today.

one more week to go for holiday season.

and before that,practical exam awaiting on monday.

all the best Raifana! (:

i miss numbers of friends.

lately,some random people has been on mind.

being random also,

i am heading to kak lynn's house tomorrow.

and at this hour,i am already feeling sleepy.

heh.pardon me ehh!

oh! on the other note...

my bestfriend,Dwyane Johnson,we'll meet up pretty soon alright.

i promise! (:

for now,sleep tight bunnies!

2009-03-12T21:23:00.002+08:00

another year has passed.

it is this little girl birthday again yesterday,11/3/09.

and now she is 4 years old.

picture took from her mummy's facebook profile.

oh.since she is a year older,

it is time for her to get into a student life.

and all im asking for is,may god bless her!

i love you pretty! (:

next for Lim Hairi Safwan.

10/3/09,his 19th year on earth.

i wished him a day later,which i really apologised for.

and boyfriend,

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU! (:

Amir has gone to NS,just now.

the sweet little thing was,he called me yesterday night.

and i really do miss the old Amir.

last but not least,i'll update about my trip to Philippines soon.

for now,im stuck with studies.

exams cominnnng!nyehhhh.

goodnight babies. (:

2009-02-28T20:20:00.002+08:00

your most unhappy customers are your greatest source of learning.

so maybe i should stop complaining about work eh.

in fact,those hard people and hard times give me the chance to learn.

and that is how God gave experience to his angels. (:

few days past and i have been spending time with gaming.

today's session was with 1st sister.

fighting against many many enemies,creating a scene at home.

at the same time entertaining mum with the silly actions we made.

and tomorrow's a family day out babeh! woohoo! (:

this coming week is a tight schedule.

i am having numbers of task and things to get over.

after that,i hope i could make time with buddies.

and i am just waiting for that. (:

this entry's picture is so old.

i think it is already a 2 years old picture.

when i was still using my very first walkman phone,i guess.

and it was taken during a moment of randomness,

whereby we take random pictures under a roof.

haha! i know,very cute,kann? (:

should sleep early today!

sleep tight bestfriends! (:

2009-02-24T18:51:00.002+08:00

ive been singing.

ive been humming.

ive been giggling.

next,i'll be weeping.heh!

my 3rd brother texted yesterday!

okay wait.wondering since when i got brothers eh?

ahah! remember Sid,my bestfriend..

she has 3 older brothers which means i have 3 older brothers too.

and i name them 1st,2nd & 3rd brother in my phonebook.

LOL. (:

back to the story...

3rd brother texted asking to get down to his work place,

(which i dont know where the hell it is)

cause he wants to take me on a tour.

what tour? i have no idea.

the first think i thought was bikes.haha!

what about bikes? i myself dont know.

tour on a bike,maybe? okay whateberrr!

and he was being so secretive about it.

very annoying! booo!

therefore today,i thought i should make a schedule.

Bestie & 2nd brother waiting for me to be back in hometown.

3rd brother waiting for me to be at his work place.

not forgetting my Tweenie who has been waiting to have fun wimme.

haha.she misses me,i know.

so yeeeeap! i need a planner for my schedule.

hah! okay.like one big star ehh raifana.

and that is about it.

Magandang Gabi (good evening) sweethearts!

2009-02-23T18:28:00.003+08:00

did i mention about my long hours of sleep?
yes! i had my fifteen hours of sleep two nights ago,finally.
and that long hours,i dreamt.

yesterday night i texted Ali Al Mahir.
it really has been quite a while since i last thought of him.
( i am sorry,Mahir! ) (:
to inform that he amazingly appeared in my lalaland.
i couldnt remember much,
but i know i miss him,very much.heh.
and Ali,tak sanggop uhh nak story telling pat blog.
jumpe soon k! (:

that was my dream two nights ago.
whereas yesterday was a dream about Nur Suzieanty.
it is so random but i just couldnt help missing them.
and i am feeling so far away from these people.
that is why i said,i want to be back in Serangoon!
can i can i can i?!

now i am excited to see Syulalalalala onlineeee! (:

and hey! i had my tagalog lesson just now! (:

okay,mahal kita lovelies!

2009-02-22T20:19:00.002+08:00

none plan to fail,but many failed to plan.

goals,dreams & thoughts.
i have so many of it.
in fact,i dont know which to go for first.
sucha a day dreamer i am.

so,according to my calculation...
i have eight more days of work.
plus four days of exploring another part of the world.
and also ten days traveling to & fro College East.
only after these days,i'll earn a little bit of break time.
thats what i need for now.nyehhhh!

working for six days this week was pathetic.
ended work real late yesterday which cost me half of my weekend.
and that was the reason for sleeping fifteen full hours the previous night.
ridiculous! i know. LOL.
and back to another week work tomorrow.
thank God i enjoy my work.

God Bless Babies! (:

2009-02-16T20:55:00.003+08:00

beginning.

the start of the working day in a brand new week.
my schedule wasnt in place today.
the worst was,i rushed to school for briefing earlier!
and nothing else is tiring than rushing man!

besides that,Bestie texted today.
i am feeling awwwed.
Khalid and 2nd Brother texted yesterday,and i am happy.
who else? oh! Redza too.random,i know.
Ashraf sent me a cute valentine message when i am not expecting any.
so yeaaa,that is about it.
those are my cute cute adorable people in life. (:

oh! about today.
i met an unknown male twins at the age of 16/17.
they were in their secondary school uniforms.
both were wearing crocodile sneakers with different colour.
and they were all the way behind me from train,
to train station to bus berth.
i was listening to musics when they thought i couldnt hear them.
and they started gossiping about me.
my bag & my shoes were their target.
as positive comments were let off from their mouth,
i decided not to harrass them.
and one more reason was...they were both young attractive boys!
heh.and why they are attractive?
cause they are soccer players.
and soccer players just melts me! hah!

okayeee bye! (:

2009-02-15T20:53:00.005+08:00

Angels.

Chemistry.An important thing between two angels.It caught two hearts and kept them together.Everything went fine till a particular day comes and causes their wings to break.The boy and the girl angel decided to help each other fly again.They were fixing each others' wings when few other pretty angels came taking the boy angel away.The girl angel was left with an unfixed wings.She spent few years struggling fixing her wings by herself,only for the boy angel to come and break it again.The girl angel almost break down when she thought that the boy angel was her everything.Again,she tried fixing her broken wings but failed.Angels of Courage were then sent to her.By herself,she finally manage to fix her broken wings.Flying around happily,she proved to the boy angel that she can live without having to depend on him.And till today,the girl angel has a mindset that nothing is ever too difficult for her to fix,cause God always give challenges within His angel's strength.And God has never leave His angels suffering alone.
May God Bless those angels who gave courage to the girl angel.

2009-02-14T20:53:00.003+08:00

a piece of photo tagged in Facebook.

and this was taken like,last month..?

invitation to Mr Handsome's big day! (:

a daughter,a sister,a girlfriend & a student.
i am fortunate to being acknowledge as that.
and being these characters,life was made along with challenges.
no challenge is too unbearable for me.
He,who made me,very well know the limitation of my strength.
it is only my decision on how i will get through it.
take it or leave it?

it was almost lunch when i woke up.

a complete family,we had lunch at home today.
after clean ups & shower,i made Suji with choclate chips.
success only with Mum's help.heh.
now,i own a bottle of Suji,all for myself. (:

i know,i have been a random kid.
God bless. (:

2009-02-13T23:31:00.003+08:00

i finally end the-changing-blogskin session! (:

again i headed for school this morning.
session after session of studies then to meetings.
monday,again,half day of work then off to school.
and tonight,i feel exhausted,very exhausted.
therefore i am excused from work tomorrow.yeay! (:

hunting for gifts currently.
i miss Suzieanty Syuhailah & Danny.
invitation gotten to Wannie's chalet,yet to decide.
Tweenie didnt chat with me for 1355363889 hours.
Bestie didnt meet me for thousand days.
Homie boys neglected.
and i am feeling supeeeer miserable.nyeaaaah!

sleep tight! (:

2009-02-12T21:50:00.002+08:00

so how? pretty right this watch? heh.

i was working with two policemen earlier just now

when i saw this particular wrist watch on one of them.

knowing me,i started asking questions about it.hah!

it's a men's wrist watch but i guess it will look awesome on a lady.

but it somehow is very rare to be seen in stores.

maybe it was an old model,i dont know.

whatever it is,i want to find it,can i? (:

i'll update about others soon.

2009-02-08T14:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY,NUR SUZIEANTY!

and youre again,a year older.

indeed there's so much gone thru in life since young.

yet this girl here,she still has not give up on whatever the outcome is.

and now she is living quite well,

concentrating on things she want to achieve.

may God bless you baby!

and for the time spend growing up together,

seeing each other's difficult times..

i thank you for the years of friendship too. (:

2009-02-07T22:22:00.004+08:00

grown up kids.

it feels so nice to watch your juniors growing up.

till you'll not notice of the time that passed.

they are just everyone's sunshine.

im used to having twelve hours of sleep daily,
but now,in one week,i only get that once.nyehhh!
i miss Danny's text earlier on...
due to sleeping.
then appeared Lim Hairi Safwan calling.

asking to tag along with him Suzie Syu & Syed to hang around.

i was feeling beat so didnt agree cause i need to sleep!

and tomorrow,i need to shop.heh!

Suzie! Suzie! (:

Monday is coming pretty soon.
back to square one,attached at a medical ward,again.
hopefully those staffs are mad enough.
then working shall be fun. (:

now i going mad with Alien.

i just dont understand what shes talking about.

sugar rush? LOL. (:

okayee whatever! sleep tight!

2009-02-04T20:46:00.003+08:00

it is when you're busy with work
and not thinking of anyone but work,
others will tend to think of you.
it is when you think of others,
the one whom you think of wont prolly be thinking of you.

i had laughings at work today.
end up working at home,with work's work.
amazingly too,i could control temper today.
somehow and somewhat i did.
then appeared Faridah calling up while heading for work.
that was because she remembers me,unexpectedly.
touched with Ali Al Mahir's call,very cute.
he was in fact reading my old posts.
and for that,i thank him alot,i appreciate it also.
oh Ali! I forgot to say,I Miss You! (:
then appeared next was Mr Handsome...
telling me that he's still on leave.
i went searching for him yesterday but he only appear today.
i guess that's him laa.

i too manage to complete my case study.
i too learnt about HeartStarter today...
an equipment which is able to start beating your heart.
and today,nurses in ward 12 was being mad.
haha! alright,goodnight! (:

2009-02-03T20:38:00.002+08:00

i attended school today.
i learnt many many things today.
there were many many visitors also.
and i see many many familiar faces.

Diyy is one of them who called out my name early morning.
then lunch time,spot the hot cina boy,followed by Taufeeq.
KhairulNizam being a January intake student.
then of course! my MrHawtStuff. heh.
and also bumped into chocolate boy,Irfyan.
oh oh! like finally,met my four hot babies!
so,that was my one day in school for this term. (:

i feel fever-ish now.
my case-study has been dragging.
i can wait for holidays cause i have got plans.
and now,i want to sleep but feels so fresh.

what do you think is going wrong wimme?

goodnight.

2009-02-02T17:27:00.002+08:00

a picture at Mr Handsome's wedding.
like i've said,very fushion.
black and pink was the colour combination for the decorations.
Mr Handsome was so handsome while Miss Pretty was pretty.
and...yes,it was an awesome wedding. (:

i finally printed out my documents yesterday night.
no choice but to go use Abang Dean's printer.
so,of course i get to meet my hawt kids.
Alyssa taught me a new word,"skin-tissue"...
when actually she was trying to say " stinky-shoe".
and she said "billy-button" when she was trying to show me her "belly-button".
i cant stop laughing at the 4 years old kid.
while the 2 years old kid...he's crazy! LOL. (:

my patient said i was being stubborn today.
when the actual fact he was the one being stone headed.
my other patient said i was funny today.
when actually he was laughing at i dont know what.
and my other patient keep saying " may god bless you" to me.
which i really hope God does. (:

a visit to school tomorrow! toodleeeees! (:

2009-02-01T16:32:00.003+08:00

random notes.

- i have a hole in a tooth.
- weekend,just another day please.
- i miss Mohd Khalid.
- my mind skipped something very important on Friday,i regret it.
- Muhd Safwan lost my earpiece and i am angry.
- i dont want to work tomorrow,can i?
- my printer broke down.
- case study not completed yet.
- i had a hair cut yesterday.
- i am rotting now with a fact that there's so much to do.
- sleepy is what i am feeling now.
- i feel sticky so i should go and bath.
- my house is in a mess and i am irritated by it.
- i want to go shop but i am lazy.
- i am on morning shift tomorrow.
- i have yet to put my uniforms in dryer.
- the picture in the previous post is Azzam Azhar,my matrep.
- forms for trip not filled yet.
- nothing is good but nothing is bad either.
- i'm not hungry but i want to munch but my tooth's aching.
- i want to do my work but dont know where to start.
- i dont know how to end this either.
- and i am going to Kak Lynn's house to use printer.
- i thought i should watch teevee first.

okayeee bye!

2009-01-31T23:53:00.003+08:00

Azzam Azhar! (:

oooolalaaaaa! hollaaaa! (:

finally comes the weekend.
Saturday is ending and i dont feel the Saturday even.
yesterday was a Friday and i got home late night.
that was due to the shopping with sister,brother & mum.
then had my 12 hours of sleep.
attended Mr Handsome's wedding.
very fushion,very awesome.
which results on flatting my energized battery in myself. (:

time has rather been going fast.
the pros and cons are there.
there's so much to learn yet i dont know where to start.
stomach has been aching randomly.
back has been hurting frequently.
blood taken,results awaiting.
ten years has past and nothing is better.
patient is all i need,mum said.

GoodNight! (:

2009-01-27T22:07:00.002+08:00

And when i come to think of it,
i could only be a pair of ears to them.
Cause i neither feel nor understand them.
Things get more haywired as days goes on.
And everyone feel as though they knew everything.

yesterday i finally see cousins.
after the few long months.
and today i see my hawt kids,niece & nephews.
had a trip down to Kak Lynn's house.
whereby Alyssa run up to me upon my arrival.
informing about the new skateboard she've got.
yupp! a 4 years old kid who owns a deck.
and able to skate too.very cool. (:
then run along Ryan showing me the shirt and pants he wore.
it was a gift from me for his 2nd birthday.
perfectly fitted! thanks to Muneera & Tabbycat's help. (:
so how awesome can my hawt kids be?hah!

also upon arriving,i first saw Abang Apit running.
then when i entered house i saw him in kitchen.
so who was the one running just now with a different colour clothing?
BLANK! HAHA!

besides that,i had a class teaching on how to transform toys.
i,too,played lego.
Alyssa and I build a cat.yeeeaap,a cat!
not until Dude,Abang Apit's cat appeared.haha.
and Dude was wearing a collar given by me.
awww.seee! how sweet can my family be? hehe.

coming to today's complain..
Danny has been non stop tagging me on Safwan's photo in Facebook.
and that reminds me of my 13th year old story.
which last long till today,when i am 18th years old already.
awesome ehhh! LOL.

Okaye,Selamat Malam Teman! (:

2009-01-26T20:26:00.002+08:00

it is already the 26th of January.
which means the beginning of another year for the chinese.
therefore to each and every one of my stars,
HAPPY HOLIDAAAAAYS BABIES! (:

i then begun my day with a wekap text message from Muhd Safwan.
whom is becoming Danny's Bf,for goodness sake! =.=
urr,Danny told me that ehh.not make-up story.LOL.
Safwan actually wanted a day out with the rest of the rainbows.
which i had been waiting for all these while,especially planned by him.
and obviously,i can't make it,that's why im blogging here at this hour.
and i swear i am being so pathetic!
i wouldnt want to say this but,
family has always been the reason lately.nyeaaaah!
oh! and i texted Bestie todaaaay! like finally okay.
i asked her; "ehhhh work today?"
she replied; "the whole world never work,only you work. Siao!"
i wonder whether i asked something right or wrong.
cause Ali & Suzie's working..
nehhminnnd.forget it.

getting to the next point.
i manage to complete my case study draft ealier today.
with more logic and better hand writing.
which shows that i am more keen into learning nowadays.
unlike the term before or maybe before and before.haha!
and yes! i've also made up my mind into something today.
i'll share it some other day okays.hehe.

besides that,Mr Handsome's big day is coming.
which also means that January is ending...
and February is coming...
AND! School is staaaartinnnng!
ehhhh? or am i too early for it? LOL.

Okayee byeeee! (:

2009-01-25T17:02:00.004+08:00

another day woken up by melodies followed by "singers".
not only that but also sounds of engines.
which means star-of-the-day has arrived with escorts.
and that is when a malay wedding held right in front of your flat.
feeeel me?

so yeeaaap,every single day i have alarms to get me out of bed.
today was engines of tens of bikes.
if i were to shout out of anger,i doubt noone can hear me.
LOL.craaaap! (:

Raifana turned out to be very lazy today,whatmore with a cloudy weather.
autograph session was suppose to be today's plan.
but i thougt that can wait,only that it'll be out-dated.
cause everyone has got the album signed except Mum's.haha.
also chatted with my alien mate moment ago.
and now i feel the advantages of learning behavioural science.
because i can actually read an alien's mind and heart.
and the main thing,chat with an alien.
tell me,how cool can i be? hehe.sorry mideeek! (:

it is time for my evening bath.
then teevee time along with strawberry yoghurt as dinner!
daaaadaaaaa! (:

2009-01-24T20:39:00.004+08:00

flashbacks are sometimes the best thing to do,
especially when one gets lonely.

and now,im missing family the most.

cousins arguements; beat smack bite punch.

chit chats; even along corridors & tepi tangge.
sharing & delivering food; to & fro cousins house.
gaming; getting very enthu about what's new.
gatherings; many many parties with many many food.

and there's many many more to it.

looking forward to upcoming things...
30th - ITECE soccer girls pit for coach Fhirhad.
doubt can make it due to shift working hours.
still,should try to make it since he is migrating.
31st - Mr Handsome's big day.
confirmed attending but what to weaaaar?!
2nd month of every year - February babies birthdays.
19th - unconfirmed trip to Mr Handsome hometown.
and one last thing i remember for now...
autograph session at cousin's crib with Mum.
cause i booked him but he said confirmed im gonna take forever to go over.
and that is because i totally forget about it.nyeaaaah!

till the next time,bye bye babieees! (:

oh.Muhd Safwan B Ramlan...
whereee did you go? i miss you so..lalalaalalala.

your sweater has beeeen forever in wardrobe!

and that picture,Danny,thanks ehhh for tagging me in Facebook.

Okay,Goodnight! (:

2009-01-21T18:04:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUU! (:

this is Danny.

and she is one of the girlfriend i had since secondary one.

and she is turning 19 todaaaaay!

which meeaaans she is a year oldeeeeer!

haha.and well..

i somehow get interested with this picture.

like Acai said,i thought so too that you looked like Syu.

LOL.haha! (:

get well sooon deeaaarest!

this is Suzieanty.

while this is Syulala! (:

and these are my 3 beest classmates!
3 beeest girls to hang around with.
3 beest friends to pour everything out.
and im wishing now to meet them real soon.

GoodByee! (:

2009-01-18T12:23:00.003+08:00

nothing could be better than hanging around with them.
and i miss just that.

it seems like only last month i moved.
while the fact says that it has been a year.
and within a year,it took me months just to get back there,
the old hometown.
quite a few is still serving the country.
only that little boy there,still in secondary.
and i thought that they grew up better each day..
but that seems to be my thought only.

picture was taken at my crib,last february.
not all in as some went home earlier.
i invited them all for my house warming on a Saturday..
but they came on a Sunday.
and like always,blaming me for the wrong info.
and also,they have never not dissapoint me.
i was really mad yet trying to cover up in front of Mum.
that was when i thought again that they took me for granted.
while at the end of the day,they manage to apologise.
trying the best to explain things when i dont bother to listen.
and that's when im angry.LOL.

purpose of this post,nothing.
i wokap today with them in mind.
which usually means i miss them terribly.
and i wished that they could be better than before.

boys,i miss everyone of youu.

2009-01-17T21:19:00.004+08:00

updates on 2nd January 2009.

had dinner @ fig & olives with an invitation...

then supper at popeyes!

i remember wanting to update about this day.

and obviously i forgot.heh.

2nd January was a Friday,i think.
we had an invitation @ Fig & Olives for dinner.
it was formal occasion but we were very informal.
especially me & muneera.haha!
then off to shopping for birthday gifts.

bytheway,2nd January was supposed to be babies day out.

just that with Zeed along since he's with us.
planned meeting Superstar @ 7pm but she star karat!
hang arounnd..met Danny,like,again.haha.
ohhh.she's with her Yasmin.Y!
then finally Superstar arrives just when Zeed goes home.
Superstar was hungry so we headed to popeyes.
blaahh blaahh blooo..normal babies talk.
Naufal,Superstar boyfriend fetched then night walk with Nicole.

met her friend then off boarding train home.

now the beeest part!

at platform,saw a schoolmate whom i usually see everywhere.
get bored of him,i ignored.
and he looked as if i was supposed to say " hello " to him.
then comes the wahhhh-innnng part.. " ehhhh hello! "
and there goes my MrHawtStuff,acknowledging me.

with a very very very wide smileee.

and only with that,it completes my day on 2nd January!
LOL.ohhhh.and not forgetting,

as usual pictures taken like one hawt thing one earth ehh! (:

Muneera,Nicole,Yazeed & Raifana.

after dinner @ Fig & Olives.

the Superstar & Muneera..
after supper @ Popeyes!

during shopping for birthday presents.

@ Kiddy Palace.

lepak time waiting for Superstar.

focus on the backview. (:

too many for me to upload.
so,that's all folks!
selamat malam babies. (:

2009-01-16T20:38:00.002+08:00

i feel the un-normalities.
i feel the unhappiness.
i feel that things kept are overloaded.
i feel the unseen unsolved problem.
i feel the watery eyes.
and i feel like bursting out.

i feel it.do you feel me? (:

2009-01-15T17:58:00.003+08:00

i somehow think that there's still humans in this world
who needs to get a life.
and they need just that to occupy their time,
rather than being a nuisance in people's way of living.
cause i thought,at the end of the day,
they still achieve nothing but Sins.

work has beeen goood.
only that it makes my time a little occupied.
and that cause me no time to meet friends.
not even when Muhd Khalid is already at my void deck.heh.

today,received few messages and calls.
yet to reply.i apologise.

my multi-tasking tday is a little bit different.
i worked and at the same time leading an NS boy
to a nearby polyclinic just because of wisdom tooth.
i guess it was my fault for not making him ride to camp.
in the end,he has problems in travelling with public transport.
and that is my friend,comeeeeel sangat! haha.
oooops! i stole muneera's phrase.LOL. (:

now,Bestie,it has beeen 47834912383 days since i last contacted her.
tweenie,78 hours with project,understoodedooded.
my tuee babies..muneera atikah tabbycat fatin
ions since we last text each other.
if not,like everyday message,kannn?hah.
we'll meet on the 31st okays.
girlfriends and boyfriends, decades since we met.
Ali Danny Syulala Suzie Alif Safwan Saiful..
i wonder..wonder..how they are. (:

seee you all pretty soooon lovelies.chao!

2009-01-15T17:26:00.004+08:00

the first thing i did when i realise this was to shout.
2 days has past and i finally realise it.
and i actually forgot about someone who has rather been close yet far away.
so Alif Ridhwan,i apologise.

here i am wishing you for your 19th year living on earth.
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY,BESTFRIEND! (:
i think you did have a great birthday with friends,so yeaaa..
nothing much from me.
but yes! if i say i dont miss you,that's a total lie.
to be more specific,i miss your nonsence.heh.
like every other year,study smart.
hopefully you will go all the way thru to achieve your dreams.
and i ever wished that you'll get back to your bestfriend,soccer.
but at the end of the day,your life,you decide!

SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN,ALEP! (:

love,
your dearest cutest bestest nicest sweetest friend! (:

2009-01-11T21:05:00.003+08:00

i know,raye da abes!

but still,i wanna be random and post this picture.

it makes my blog attractive ehh.heh.

amcm?! hawt tak? haha! (:

oh yeah.

3rd sister and bf did their Chinese New Year shopping today.

tagged along to cause was told so.

actually i told 2nd sister that i was lazy to get out of house.

but at the end of the day,i went 2 places.

had morning bathe very late,afternoon uhh.haha.

called that particular cousin and he was home alone.

tak best,cause i wanted to visit those kids jugak.

takpe.then the best part was...

mother had actually asked me to bring him some food. =.=

saying that it's a pity of him to be home alone.

so there Raifana goes,did a delivery today.hah!

but kann! today's delivery was a paid off one.wanna know why?

cause when i passed cousin the food,he said..

" thanks adeq! (: "

likee woaaaah! after so long calling me,ehh,oy,fa,woi..

heartwarming kaannn! haha.

sedap sikit hati dengar kate kate sweet mcm gitu ehh.lol.

haha.but i met cousin like only few seconds.

and rushed off to meeting kakak!

and okayeee!

tomorrow work,tak boleh banyak bebual and ketawe.

nanti besok nangis ehh,munirah,atikah & tabbycat?!

haha.alright! gooodnight! (:

2009-01-10T21:35:00.004+08:00

first thing first.

to my dearest full time mat-rep! (:
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY,

AZZAM BIN AZHAR!
being honest,i stole the picture.
the one we took together aint wimme now.
i'll have it up here once i get it,okays? (:

now,introducing Azzam on my blog.
the name Adeq came from him,originally.
and that was during secondary one,first day of school.
till now,we've grown to be someone more mature,
yet our behavior remains the same.

and also till now,
the trust understanding and encouragement we gave each other never end.
that goes for Azzam too even tho he left ealier.

Azzam Azhar,seriously i miss spending time with you.

thank you for remembering us,

even tho we didnt manage to contact you often.

we'll get together once again k.insyaallah.
i miss your so much nonsense!
and forever i'll love you as before,my dearest mat-rep of the year! (:

SELAMAT HARI JADI,MAT-REP! (:

2009-01-10T21:02:00.006+08:00

now,say it!

haha! and that was from Nurul Afiqah!
we manage to chat after waiting so long for her to see me online.
i became one Mak Nenek and gave her encouragements.
like how i previously did to Nabila.
they both are in secondary 5,
and they are sitting for o level this year.
ALL THE BEST OKAYEEE! (:

NEXT!
my name is Raifana but family calls me Efa.
and it seems to be more popular among friends now.
haha.popular ehh? wow!
part of it i should thank my homie boys,
those working as riders at hougang..thanks ehh! grrr!
and that was how Fiqahh manage to disturb me.
I LOVE EFA!!! (:

oh! i heard this song from Singapore Idol's latest album.
and i got attracted to these paragraphs of sentences.
well done composer! thumbs up for you! (:

wahai manusia.

sedarlah dirimu.
hidup di dunia,hanya sementara.
dekatkan diri padaNya.

biar terluka
hapuskan sangsi mu.
ialah pentunjuk buat sengalanya.
arahkan diri padaNya.

gooodnight! (:

and tweenie,where are you?

2009-01-08T19:21:00.003+08:00

haluuuuu! (:

and tomorrow's the last working day for the week!
heh.i cant wait for tomorrow's 4pm.lol.
but come to think of it,
things end only when we start getting use to it.
kaaann?!
had some secondary students over @ daycare center.
merrier but me & maisarah didnt get to cycle.
uhuh.cycle to pasir ris then back to clementi,within 5 minutes.
hahaha! awesome ehh.
and we've been to gym these few days.haha!
hah! okay enough before things get more unlogic. (:

headed to aunt's house after work.
my nephew known as Tommy,yeaaa,the one from Rugrats..
he wasnt in so i left straight after the visit.
then off to Kak Lynn's house when she's not home even.
i was being so pathetic not untill Abang Fik's appearance.
i was so lucky to have him home early.
had a short chat then headed home.
and yeaaa! he reminds me of tomorrow's Sinaran Hati.
wooops! byeeee!

and friends,i miss every one of you. (:

2009-01-06T20:19:00.003+08:00

six january two thousand nine.

starting today,
idk who will call me in the middle of night again.
idk who will text me as early as i start work?
cause my dearest patient went serving the country!
nyehhhh! boooo!
but i know that this dearest patient of mine,loves me!
hehe! (:

as early as i woke up,i texted Khalid.
and as early as i end work,i texted friends.
that's because i want to see them tomorrow.
heh.also as early as i got home,
i complained to mother and sister about work.
they are the best people when it comes to complain.hah!
and mother reminds me of going to Kak Lynn's house.
it's like few bustops away only yet it seems so far.
LOL.

and tomorrow i shall attend work fresher than today! (:

rainbows,azzam's chalet?

2009-01-06T19:12:00.006+08:00

Ryan's 2nd Birthday!

previous entries seems messy so i thot of posting a new one.

everything in one post.

all on the lil boy's birthday.yeaaa! sorrry. (:

Mickey from PlayHouseDisney welcomed me! (:

this is Ryan.
i prefer his old hairstyle still.hah!

and this,his masam face.

my favourite.lol.

Alyssa,Ryan's sister.

the birthday cake,a full picture of it.

at first i thot it was totally creaamy and decided not to have it.

then came along Abang Fik..

him: eyy,tak makan cake?

me: tak!

him: huh?since when you never eat cake?

me: i only eat cakes that is totally chocolate...

him: oh! ahhh!

me: what?

him: just take uhhh.

me: then?

him: the creeams you gimme.heh.

me: takyaa laa.leceh!

a while later...

him: sedaaap sehh cake.dalam chocolate tao!

me: ehhh?! alaaaa..

him: go take laaa.i eat the creams for you.

me: serious?! alright! (:

and he took all the creams,letting me eat peacefully.

indeed the cake was supeerb,without the creams laa.

and my last scoop was for him,cause it was covered with creams.hah!

and know what?!

i found cupcakes while adventuring the kitchen.

CUPCAKEEES!!

mickey cupcakes,mini oreo as the ears..

m&m's as the eyes,nose..etc..

i sweaaar my friends would love it.

the birthday boy with his birthday cake!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN! (:

Kak Lynn & Abang Dean's kids.

Ryan,Khairul & Alyssa.

oh! time to explore this gift from Abang Fik.

in the process still.

1st layout!

and i went like..

abang,it looked like a tent.

ready for play.

it's pictures time!

and Alyssa appeared.haha!

and next stop was Dude Manja's house! (:

a cat,which has lost it's collar for idk how many times.

getting tired,Abang Fik just put a ribbon with a bell.

a no one stole it even after few days.hah!

ohhh! and this cat made way to a superstaaar!

it doesnt sratch nor cekau neither it jump around.

easier said,it doesnt rebel.cutee.haha.

weird ehhh.

seee!

till Ryan could kiss and lie on it.

Kak Lynn & Abang Dean's rabbit. (:

and when everything end...

i found a boy by the corridor,eating cupcake.

then i end it with Patrick...

leaving SpongeBob at the balcony.

and that was my party with babyboy! (:

2009-01-04T17:42:00.003+08:00

you are loving and caring.

you help others and spread out sympathy.

your life aim is maybe to serve people.

but the weakness is that you forget yourself,

your own needs.

all your time is hold back by your family and friends.

you are always there for people in trouble.

ready for any emergency.

you make a lot of sacrifices to be a good human.

but every human has her needs,

her longings and a destiny.

dont loose yourself in work or curing other people's souls.

you will have your own problems in your life.

other problem is that you dont say your opinion

when it is right and important to say.

people trample onto your soul

if you are always so kind and lovely and helpful.

they will play on you.

though you should try to relax more and enjoy your life,

you should not loose the gift that was given to you to help others.

not everyone is created this way...

you are unique and rare!

- lovely lady.

2009-01-03T00:56:00.002+08:00

im so happy,im so glad
that i have you.
i want to thank.
and thank you means mercy.
mercy...my little way of saying thanks.
mercy,for me & youuuu! (:

okayee,a moment of random-ness.
but yeaaa,that was in my mind.
and i type out everything in mind.heh.

proceed to 2nd January's story telling.
not story laaa,just summary okay.haha.

met Mr Handsome.
then had late freeee lunch.
went shopping.got Ryan's gift.veeery cute.
met staaaars and superstar arrived latee.veery!
bumped into homie boys!
likeee waaaahhh! makes my day brighter.
had lateeee dinner.girls secreeets.
photo shoooot like one hawt thing on earth. (:
car rideee for less than a minute.
night walk to train station.
tap in to platform..waited for train.
train arrived,saw schoolmate,ignored.
comes a " HELLO! " out of nowhere.
which makes my day very very very bright!

HAHA!
okayeee.that is enough.
catch the full story soon on..
http://raifana--kiid.blogspot.com
sooooon!

gooodnight sweeetpieees! (:

2009-01-01T23:19:00.003+08:00

VISITS! (:

FIRST DAY!

SECOND DAY!
with company of Noor Jahan. (:

when Adik looked at Abang,

and Abang looked at Adeq.

get me?

go figure it out!

the sickening patient.

just look at his IV drip! =.=

taaash all folks! (:

2009-01-01T22:25:00.002+08:00

my first day of the year.
heh.sounds 'wahhh!'.
but actually,nothing is so 'wahhhh-ing!'
okay,i just create words.
understoodedooded laaa ehhh.
oh no.'understoodedooded',i learnt from media.haha!

like the past few days,today is just another weekday.
viewed nice-to-be-seen photos! *grins*
kickers just make my day laaaa ehh.lol.

and tomorrow's another weekday.
but jyeaaah! meeting staaaars!
attending a special invitation which made me feel honoured.
then dinner with staaaars.
but that is only when my superstaar has arrive.heh.
i want tomorrow to be not just another weekday for me.
and i suppose,it wont. (:

and i wonder how Ali Al Mahir is.

goodnight.

2008-12-31T23:35:00.004+08:00

and this will be the last post for 2008.
time really flies.
and next on the list is..ahhhhh!
work! work! work!
goooshhh! i really dont like it.
but ehhh 2nd January comes first right?
woohooo! jyeahh.meeting my staaaars!

okayee!
today.the day before tomorrow.and the day after yesterday.
really didnt think of celebrating New Year.
kept real quiet at home watching teevee.
then off to visiting Ali Al Mahir agaaaain.
had dessert with Sakinah,his small sister.
then headed home after late dinner.
and here i am,blogging while everyone's celebrating.heh.
actually,i dont feel the 'wow!' for next year.
like another year passed.
but still.i shall look forward to each and every day of life.
cause yeeaaa,i appreciate everything that has happened...
and in fact,will happen.
that's it.goooodnight lovelieees!

ohhh.
a text message from Muhd Khalid.
it was a broken message,
not until i get the full one a while later.
was supposed to be from Jahan..
but Khalid's appeared just a second before hers.
haha! whatever it is,thanks Jahan! (:
and here it goees.

2009 is at your doorstep.
Remember,Life is Short.
Break the Rules,Forgive and Forget Quickly.
Love Truly,Laugh Uncontrollably.
And Never Regret Anything that Made You Smile.

Treasure and Cherish 2008,
and Welcome 2009,with arms wide open. (:

and i bet that everyone receives the same message.
May God Bless You Babies! (:

2008-12-31T23:27:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY,

MUHD SAFWAN BIN RAMLAN!

birthday song sang.

all the way from jurong to tampines.hah!

mane nak dapat ehh Raifana nyayi birthday song.

LOL.

have fun dearest!

and we'll see if you get more for your gpa.heh.

stop copying me okayeee!

and i swear i am gonna miss this schoolmate of mine.

hugs boy! (:

2008-12-30T20:26:00.003+08:00

another weekday.
woken up by Danny's call.
informing about Ali Al Mahir's condition.
didnt want to get out of house but yea,had to.
headed for Ali,met Danny Syulala Jahan...
and finally saw Syed,Syulala's friend.
Ali looked real fine,sucha patient in fact.
so headed home after a while as Mum's home alone.

mind wondered off to everything faced.
life is indeed full of challenges.
and just when I was thinking of what present to get for Ryan,
Kak Lynn called,to remind about Ryan's party.

as for tomorrow,it is Muhd Safwan Bin Ramlan's 18th Birthday!
also last day of Two Thousand Eight.
and tomorrow is just another day of life.

goodnight.

2008-12-29T22:46:00.002+08:00

i almost forgot.

SELAMAT TAHUN BARU TO ALL ISLAMS. (:

and dearest tweenie.

i shared my sorrows with you,

and it is just right for me to share my joy too!

i love you,small girl! (: