June 29, 2009:

Doing workouts has been my routine these holidays.And today,I begin my day with it again,just like every other weekdays of mine.But today's difference was,I woke up a bit late therefore everything started late too.

I used to think that doing everything alone was boring yet now I am doing everything by myself,going everywhere on my own.Day by day,the thought I had,disappeared cause despite being alone,I enjoyed every moment of it.I felt free to do whatever I wanted as though it is a carefree life.And very much,I am enjoying it now,I don't know about later.

Like always,I met Abang Apit without having to find him.Just that I got there earlier than he did today,and also I was praised for being hardworking.Only he knows why.Heh.A while later when we were busy with our workouts,someone new came into the picture,I mean,the environment.He's someone quite well known,urr,not really I shall say cause I just see him as a typical malay boy.Nothing much attractive,neither talent nor characteristic.Knowing how I would react when I see that boy's face,Abang Apit did something to embarrased me.And that boy reacted as though he was some hot thing on earth,giving a smile,or laughter,maybe,which doesnt sound like it.I can't be bothered and was just busy saving my little hand from Abang Apit's hard grip to pull me to him.Annoying! And due to the fun I had with him,we ended workout quite late today.

Back home and I remembered telling Mum days back that I'll be out today but in the end I felt lazy so me,mum,sisters & brother decided to visit a grandma of ours then we headed for late dinner at Lot 1.Mum randomly sang a song which she heard on tv while watching "Musang Berjangut" yesterday.Then not a while later in bus,it was 1st sister's turn to sing out loud like one crazy fella.And her husband can't do anything but to laugh and laugh and laugh at her annoying actions. When we alighted from the bus,it was mine and 3rd sister's turn to sing,but before that,we asked Mum how the song goes in order to imitate her.We walked home happily in fact,like thoe in storybooks of fairytales.

And I realised I had fun even though some people were being directly annoying,
like sister & Abang Apit.

Therefore I wish to enjoy every single day of mine,
with these people around me everyday.
They just make me feel good.

And I think at certain times,I need people to be around me.


To my late Grandma,May God Bless you Always.
Everyting happens for a reason.
Im sorry but,
I know it kills to live with the children you have.
That is why I'm wondering,what's next?

raifana (: blogged at 11:00 PM
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