April 02, 2009:

I am likely missing my secondary classmates.I went logging into friendster a moment ago...and i went visiting some of these kambings profile which made me laughed.That was because I saw pictures of our cute little time back then.haha! Lol.Coming to the point,I would want a life back then having those irritating annoying disgusting friends as classmates.I would want the environment I had in a class sitting beside NorSyuhailah,who loves sleeping during English & Geography lesson.Also,i would love hearing the funny funny unlogic jokes made by them,randomly. So i guess it is time to find these people and meet them up real soon! Even having to know that each of them is busy with school,i think i need to drag them away for studies just a little while.hehehehhh!

Apart from that,i dreamt you.You were in need of much help when i don't even bother to look back and gave you a hand.In reality,we are not able to neither meet nor even contact each other. You somehow made your way and found me online but I refused to acknowledge you,I am really sorry for that.We grew up together to a certain age when crisis came between families therefore we were brought futher apart.I told Mum about dreaming of you and she went feeling worried yet there is nothing to be done.I would love to get back and grow up together again.I would love to at least contact you and know how you are doing.Having to know the situation,we both could not make a step forward.Therefore whatever situation you are in now,always never think of giving up.Like i have said,when life gives you a hundred reasons to cry,show life that you have got a hundred reasons to smile.Trust me,if not,believe in God.Every problem comes with a solution.Life isn't about worrying,in fact,it is more than that.May God bless you and whatever has and will happen,you are still the best one i had since i was a day old.

And day by day,Life gets more meaningful for me.

raifana (: blogged at 11:06 PM
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