time checked: twelve thirty in the morning.

annnnnd im not suppose to be homeeee!
LOL.but i think home's the beeeest!
especially my wonderful awesome comfortable bed.
with a dolphin,spongebob,heart-shaped pillow & birthday balloon
juuuust by my sideee.heaven! (:

alright.let's start another story tellinnnng! heh.

likeee every other day when im out,i get home at this hour.
sometimes i dont head for home.
and that's a bad attitude,i know.
woke up early morning with the feeling of not wanting to go Sentosa.
without the moood to party.without the moood to have fun.
in other words,plans for 13th december was cancelled. =.=

plan B...was actually unplanned laaa.heh.
drop by Delish! and headed to meet the boys at hometown!
missed seeing Farhan cause today,he entered his NS lifeee,
which is a HAHAHA! (:
and betting,again,when i actually was alr on the winning side.
i knew my answer was with AkmalHakim...
too bad,he wasnt there when i needed him.
but later on,when the bet was called off,he came,and gave it away.
and there goes my freee meeeaaaal! biskot!
and i notice that i am still lacking of confidence.booooo!

cominnng to the hearbreaking part.
there was this moment just now when i suddenly feel the urge to text a boy.
just to know,indirectly,that something had happened!
knowing me,i can get so worried knowing one of my boys get hurt...
so,i began texting for help!
in order to know what's happening and gonna happen.
yes i know,im a busybody! (:
and also here i am,apologising to people i disturbed late at night.
thank you so muccch for the informations.
but still,the boy is occupy-ing my whole mind.
tell me,how shall i not worry too much?

plans for today,14th december...
meeeeeting BuBuFlyUpHighInTheSky!!!!
and pleaseee dont tell me last minute things.i hate it. (:

i shall head for bed now.
or maybe,should i get informations on the boy's situation first?
good?bad ideaaa? whatever peoplee gonna say!
what i know is im his frieeend and im worried,
fullstop with an exclamation mark
okay,GOODMORNING lovelieeees!



- and i am being strong,like you told me to.
raifana (: blogged at 12:23 AM
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