i was watching teevee,
when i realised that a week had past.

a week;
since you last called and update me
since we had debates after sucha long time
since we talked as if nothing happened
since you made me smiled after the few years past.

i told her that i had lesser hope each day.
i told her that part of my mind is made up.
i told her that i've notice alot recently.
she's proud and i am happy,for myself.

i wished i could tell you all these straight.
make you realise of what's ahead.
let you know what i felt.
and not leave a question mark hanging in mind.
but till this date,
i cant figure out what i actually want for myself.

goodnight.
raifana (: blogged at 9:57 PM
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