im sitting here all by myself
just trying to think of something to do trying to think of something anything just to keep me thinking of you but you know it's not working out cause your all that's on my mind one thought of you is all it takes to leave the rest of the world behind i didnt mean for this to go as far as it did i didnt mean to get so close and share what we did and i didnt mean to fall in love but i did and you didnt mean to love me back but i know you did im sitting here trying to convince myself that you are not the one for me but the more i think the less i believe and then the more i want you here with me you know the holidays are coming up i dont want to spend them alone memories of x-mas time with you just kills me if im on my own i know it's not the smartest thing to do we just cant seem to get it right but what i wouldnt give to have one more chance tonight one more chance tonight im sitting here trying to entertain myself with this old guitar but with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far i look around my room and everything i see reminds me of you oh please baby wont you take my hand we've got nothing left to prove and i didnt mean to meet you then when we were just kids i didnt mean to give you chills the way that i kiss and i didnt mean to fall in love but i did and you didnt mean to love me back but i know you did dont say you didnt love me back cause you know you did no you didnt mean to love me back but you did i just realise so maaaanny things in me. things that couldnt be removed. things that are kept permanently in heart, even though it is aching every single day. to get it off,time and again,i failed. telling lies to ownself doesnt work,so i dont know what else to do. till tears have dried up. lifee journey was given as it's meant to be like they said, i have to take it with a warmth welcome. i have to learn opening heart to accept certain things. i have to learn to let go what's not mine. and i have to learn to understand that if its meant to be yours,it'll certainly come back one day even if your bones are cracking already. cause it is meant for you no one else,but you. - i've never hate the gift i've got. |
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