and now im starting not to know myself.
what's in my mind.
what's with me.
what's bothering me.
and what exactly i am feeling.
if i let it out,it's gonna be a long post.
BUT! it's my blog anyway.heh!

first,i had so many incoming calls today.
i enjoy it.
and soffi called me at midnight abt jersey.
poor soffi.i always trouble her.
and the rest of the calls are from childhood mates.

and speaking of them,
i met my hothot sweetheart days back.
i thought it was something good meeting him.
after a month missing,it still turn out to be bad.
just as fatin and i thought,he really met up with an accident.
the wound was already healing when he told me.
and that was only after i saw his wound.
accidents are his secrets.
and problems just love making way to him.
i have been wondering,why.
and him leading his nonsense life,
really makes me MAD!
but when i tried placing myself in his position,
watch him sleep for the night,
spent two days to get everything right,
i felt so useless.
realising me treasuring him,
by not helping but only adding problems.
and at the same time,how much he appreciated me.
TSK! that's me anyways,never helps but always add.
to end the story,
im asking myself to help him,even when i mad at him.
because,i appreciate him alot.

and also,I LOVE NURUL FATIN.
random ehhhh.hah!

now to end this post,
goodnight readers. (:
raifana (: blogged at 12:12 AM
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